Retrodragon In reply to ??? [2013-03-10 17:12:57 +0000 UTC]

I guess I can do that but I am not sure that she will want to see me after the stunt I pulled. Worse part is if she does come how can I prevent myself from offending her if she does.

I will do my best to be patient.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-10 20:12:44 +0000 UTC]

Thats good retro. You know, good things come to those who wait

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-18 10:50:26 +0000 UTC]

Yep, but sadly I fear that I may have disappeared a little bit too much. I feel as though I left my friends for a long time and ignored them.

I am sorry Python for being absent for a long stretch of time. *sighs*

Tell me what has happened?

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-18 10:51:06 +0000 UTC]

Nothing really. But I'm glad your okay ^^ How's school?

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-18 11:05:06 +0000 UTC]

Schools pretty good though. At least hopefully this spring break should be easier then last with less homework of course.

Should I give wingsonar more time?

Also as a side note I tried entering a different forum and I found that I basically fell over my feet, in other words it didn't go well.

So on that forum I am going probably deactivate the account there but not on FF or DA.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-18 11:27:16 +0000 UTC]

that's nice. I'm looking foreward to my spring break to.

Yes, you should wait still

Ah, okay.

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-18 23:32:34 +0000 UTC]

Spring break is nice. I may start up the rp with you sometime soon but I would like to do it when I am feeling kind of better. I know that I have been ignoring everyone here.

While my short stay there on the other forum I learned many new things. I wish to share them with you sometime maybe might give me some ideas on character development.

I will continue to wait on Sonar.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-18 23:35:07 +0000 UTC]

That's great ^^

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-19 18:43:48 +0000 UTC]

Yep. I just had a thought I know that Billy was in diapers initially and I think now he would probably be in trainers after the few years that past but the question is how often should he have an accident and not get where he needs?

If not using trainers then how often should he have an accident and not get to some place where he can go?

How is Twilight going to going to teach him to swim since she did mention that?

Also does Twilight need to relearn some of her human skills since her bat change probably makes it harder for her to do certain things?

I just thought of an irony is that Twilight puts on a sad face after she has an accident somewhere and maybe after having a few that she is put back into diapers even though she had been changing Billy's before.

This way if Billy is in trainers it is a little bit more embaressment to her since he is almost out of diapers and she has to go back to using them.

So what do you think?

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-19 21:31:53 +0000 UTC]

I think they're old enough, and smart enough, to go outside the nest when they need to like normal bats. Twilight no longer needs human skills. They can learn how to swim in the spring

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-19 21:52:28 +0000 UTC]

Do you mean Billy and Twilight with Billy being the mouse and Twilight being the bat? Actually technically it is the spring for them since 2 years have past. So meaning knowing how to go outside the house shouldn't be a problem for them.

Okay then if you think they are old enough then that should be okay with me and we can skip the scene of where Twilight has an accident and Billy looking at her sister.

Is there any human skills she could still retain since part of it was hinted that she would have both human and bat skills together.

As to Python was her eyes always purple even now?

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-20 10:20:40 +0000 UTC]

No her eyes weren't always purple, only when her demon side was there.

Yes, she can retain some human abilities but she doesn't need most of them.

Okay.

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-20 22:03:53 +0000 UTC]

Okay so if she ever got her demon side back her eyes would become purple again.

Okay got that.

below 4000 posts now.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-20 22:11:51 +0000 UTC]

yep. okay

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-20 22:33:20 +0000 UTC]

Cool and I know I am forgetting about the other bat but I haven't thought of the correct time to put him in yet.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-20 22:35:00 +0000 UTC]

alright

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-24 18:56:41 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. Also more good news I am below 100 notes.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-24 20:09:17 +0000 UTC]

Cool ^^

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-24 20:43:26 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. So how have you been. Sorry for the long spring cleaning.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-24 23:28:45 +0000 UTC]

Its okay. I've been busy

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-26 04:43:27 +0000 UTC]

Seems like that accounts for both of us.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-03-26 09:31:04 +0000 UTC]

Yep

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-26 21:51:47 +0000 UTC]

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Retrodragon In reply to ??? [2013-03-01 01:30:22 +0000 UTC]

Actually don't send her that long note. It is really bleak.

What I would like to do in all I can is to help her out. I want to make up for my mistakes and to fix them. If that involves doing more work for her in some future project I would like it to be that I making up for my bad behavior.

The way that I acted to her is not the normal me and I was sick at the time I wrote it. I need forgiveness and help seeing the light. I don't want to lose friendship with her.

I want to continue to like her creations but it doesn't do me any good if they only I like is a creation of hers that she has deemed dead.

I am very sorry for my actions on my part. It was wrong. I need help understanding the new animation and knowing how to love kiikii in both her small and big moments. I need to give love to WingedSonar which I have neglected.

I am sorry Sonar for the way I treated you. I don't know if I can be forgiven but I would like to make it up to you in anyway I can.

Please forgive me,

Retrodragon

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Shendijiro In reply to ??? [2013-02-28 20:38:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the fav I appreciate it.


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Psychosityc In reply to ??? [2013-02-27 21:10:50 +0000 UTC]

thanks for da fav!

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Retrodragon In reply to ??? [2013-02-27 03:07:18 +0000 UTC]

I guess I really got myself into some guano. Thank you for help Python, I appreciate.

It feels like I am always getting myself into some form of trouble. Why does my reaction to change have to be so bad? I really wish I could be like other people who can switch easily but for me I can not.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-02-27 03:09:55 +0000 UTC]

Well retro maybe from now on when you find out about change you should come to me about it before you say anything to ther person responsible

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-27 03:12:35 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I will have to do that from now on. I guess it was kind of hard for me to think since I got so paniced.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-02-27 03:18:14 +0000 UTC]

It will be oka u

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-27 03:20:00 +0000 UTC]

I hope so. *hugs you closely*

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-02-27 03:22:50 +0000 UTC]

*pets head*

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-27 03:23:40 +0000 UTC]

*smiles some* I know that I need to study but I feel kind of sad.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-02-27 03:25:17 +0000 UTC]

Well retro since you have classwork to do I'd say doing it would be a good way to get your mind off this

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-27 22:29:43 +0000 UTC]

Okay I will try to stay away for a long time. I feel really ill emotionally and physically. I hope things will get better. I don't know how to heal emotionally. I looked up to kiikii alot.

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-02-27 22:32:39 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry, emotional healing takes a long time. Maybe you could find a real rolemodel at your school

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-03-01 00:45:18 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Python I will try. Um will you let me know when I should see Wingedsonar myself? I know that I owe her a big appology for the way I acted and such, could you come with me when that time comes so I don't do any more damage then what has already been done. It was really bad of me but I also been feeling kind of ill lately which probably made me act that way more, my nose feels like it is full of fluid and wants to run constantly.

I don't believe that I can get my wings back easily and I know that I will have to earn them back. I just have had so much stuff going on my mind lately and I just exploded. I would like to learn how to appreciate the new animation comic if I am allowed too. I also could use some help programing a species specific game which involves mice, bats, humans, wolves, dogs and owls.

I believe that WingedSonar is the best one to talk about bats in general but I don't want to ask about that until things have calmed down some. I feel inside a little bit dark and that most of the light inside of me is gone. I need help to feel light again. I also need to learn almost everything all over again.

I know it will be hard on me and everyone else in training me to do things good again but I need it if I am to grow and become better. I know that I probably am going to get a scolding for the damage I caused. I will do what ever it takes to rebuild confidence in my friendship with sonar again, if she is okay with that. Just ask what she wants me to do to help rebuild things when things have died down.

I honestly don't want to lose her and yet I fear I am going to make many mistakes on my way to get better. I also owe her characters all a big appology.

I am sorry everyone, I really screwed up badly and I would like it if possible to try to make it up to all, KiiKii, DeepShade, WingedSonar and any other bats that I have wronged in my behavior. I know that I can't promise that this won't happen again, because if I was to say that I more likely make the same mistake again and again.

The only thing I can promise you all is that I will try my best to be a better bat and a better friend then what I was before. I know that I will make mistakes but I just hope that I can get better, not just for my sake but for everyone else's. I don't know how many forgivenesses I have left on my counter from each of you but all my friends are important to me for both my good times and my bad times.

Even ones like Kiikii who provides a show of innocents to everyone around and a big heart to those who follow her, I wish to follow her still if I am allowed to cause I need some sense of purpose in my life. I need some light in my life to take away the darkness that threatens to engulf me.

I gave my wings away because I felt that I betrayed the people that I cared about, I felt that I was not worthy to wear my wings anymore, I made so many mistakes, I have also lost many friends. I also felt ill at the time that this happened and which affected me the most. If I am to live in the darkness that has engulfed me this year and before, and live with it forever because of my failures and my mistakes please tell me now.

If this is what everyone thinks and is in agreement on this, then I will live forever in the shadows and away from my friends both on DA and Fanfiction. The person who has say over whether this will happen to me is WingedSonar for it is she who I offended most grieviously. The reason for this is because I have lost my ability to say things in this manner because of my actions.

If WingedSonar and the others think that I don't need to live in the darkness and we can be friends again, then it is my best interest to make amends for my actions. I will be her servent for as long as she wants me to be since I am the one that wronged her and she controls me for as long as she has my wings. I will try not to disobey her for she holds what will give me flight. I can't ask her for my wings back because I need to learn inorder to get better.

So whichever way it happens I will have to abide her decision.

If she thinks that I will need to live forever in darkness then I will slowly take down all my artwork and everything I put up will be gone and I will have to live forever alone on DA with no contact with anyone.

This is the price I will have to pay for my actions and wrong doings and is fair to her because I am the one that wronged her.

If she thinks that I can live in the light then my friends stay and I will work hard to build friendship back up with her. I will be her servent in this scenario because of what I done and we can be friends again.

If I ever do something wrong again like this or the next time the same choices will reappear and she will again have to decide on my fate. As long as she picks the light one then these choices may come up again and again for her to decide on my fate when ever something bad happens between us. However if she ever chooses the darkness choice then my life here on DA and Fanfiction is essentially over and there is no way possibly for me to ever get it back.

The decision of my life here on DA and Fanfiction rest fully in her hands. I hope that she chooses what ever she thinks is best for me from the two options that I have given. Give her the choice to decide when she has calmed down. I want the decision to be an honest one and not racked by emotion.

I know what the outcome is going to because there is not much to excuse my behavior. With this said I wish to say goodbye to all my friends Nanuat the mighty Vampyrum who always make me smile, to Python who has acted like my mother for as long as I been around on DA, to TheBattyCrow who has been around the Paquita since the beginning of its creation, Salohcin-Silverwing who first showed me how to play in the silverwing roleplays, Fang the mysterious bat who has been missing for quite some time, to Wolf one of the newer roleplayers, and to 18 roleplayers on my Paquita forum I wish to say goodbye to you all.

May all your dreams come true and your spirits be happy. I hope that Silverwing will continue to live while I am no longer here on DA or Fanfiction. Thank you all for being my friends and I wish you all the best of luck to you all.

Sincerely,

Retrodragon
Possibly signing out for the very last time.

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Dragonrider1227 In reply to ??? [2013-02-27 01:33:00 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the faves

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FroggieGirl1994 In reply to ??? [2013-02-24 02:29:56 +0000 UTC]

[link] Tag! You're it!

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HidanKitten32 In reply to ??? [2013-02-23 02:23:21 +0000 UTC]

got my notes I sent you?

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PythonEMelon In reply to HidanKitten32 [2013-02-23 02:49:30 +0000 UTC]

oh yes, thank you very much. oh i was wondering, when you click on a note in your messages, does it not open?

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HidanKitten32 In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-23 03:05:43 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, mine opens. there was a problem like this before. try double clicking or something if it still wont work

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PythonEMelon In reply to HidanKitten32 [2013-02-23 03:29:33 +0000 UTC]

alright I'll try it, thanks. also may I have permission to use ashlen or would you like me to change the character?

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HidanKitten32 In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-23 04:28:46 +0000 UTC]

You can use Ashlen but I would prefer she acts like she did in the role play; she freaks out and runs away. remember, this Ashlen hates the idea that she is no longer human and is in denile. She also hates Wolf later on because she feels pressured, pushed and guilted and is not willing to accept she is no longer human

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PythonEMelon In reply to HidanKitten32 [2013-02-23 14:19:20 +0000 UTC]

alright, i remember. thank you

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HidanKitten32 In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-23 20:27:52 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome ^^

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Jobe3DO In reply to ??? [2013-02-22 18:11:08 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for faving 3D Origami - Eevee.
If you have some free time please feel free to check out the rest of my 3D Origami in my gallery.

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Retrodragon In reply to ??? [2013-02-22 00:43:41 +0000 UTC]

For you Python. It is a funny video.
[link]

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PythonEMelon In reply to Retrodragon [2013-02-22 00:44:50 +0000 UTC]

I cant watch videos, retro

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Retrodragon In reply to PythonEMelon [2013-02-22 00:47:26 +0000 UTC]

Sorry I keep forgetting that Python. *hugs you* I am sorry.

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