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KeyoatCyodee
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"Sneezing like TFZZZzzfff!"
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# Comments
Comments: 858
meh... too poor for even holdays
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doesn't necessarily mean travel, can just be relaxation.
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oh...sorry to hear that
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C'est la vie, oui. But still...
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still nothing, I'm used to it
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hmm :/ how do you deal with 'em?
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I need special pills for them when they get too bad. Dumb stupid expensive pills... And then I sleep
i lived with headaches for around two years so... The constant presense of them is rather ignorable. But they do get pretty bad and nearly blind / numb me sometimes. That's when I take a pill and maybe sleep.
Nothing else really works...
Why?
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Damn :/ sounds a real pain in so many ways...Can't even begin to imagine what it's like. Seems to me like pain disorder, but could be wrong.
Was just curious how you are able to cope.
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well its not so much as coping... more of realizing that it most likely will just persist so I'd rather just not waste stuff on it and get used to it
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Hmm I see, but in terms o'copin' I mean dealin' with it an' the such. An' you are by ignorin' it.
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not exactly 'ignoring'... Just recognizing it as a daily thing
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You just said "The constant presense of them is rather ignorable" >.>
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What the fuck... does it look like I care much? I'm not on trial so don't do things like that. Rather is not Completely. And saying it's rather ignorable is not saying that I'm going out of my way to ignore it... If I did, then I'd most feel it more.. most likely
If you're going to put me on trial for things like this than I'd rather not deal with this. It's hot out and I live with no privacy... Don't test me. It's rude.
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Calm down, just repeating what you said and what I thought you meant. That does not mean i'm putting you on trial as you claim. Sorry that I offended you.
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I'm not saying you are, I'm saying that it feels that way... besides, written words do not have tone so things are easily misunderstood
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That last part I agree with. Well again, sorry.
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no tone... (I can't tell if that is like a sneering or sarcastic type of comment or not... half the time I heard people saying those words, it was with 'attitude'... but again written words have no tone so I wouldn't know)
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Call it skepticism. People can say they're fine and whatever, but there's always that part of me that thinks otherwise. I have no reason to sneer or be antagonistic in any way.
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I say things 'matter of fact'-ly... Fine is not "Great" but it is also not just "Okay"... the connotations are different... for me I try to stay more true to denotations... but not everyone does so things get all mixed up and misunderstood...
And it's true that I say "It's fine" an awful lot, but it isn't a lie... I don't like dwelling on things other's do.. I don't give a damn about other people that much... honestly... And the times I say "I'm fine" I could honestly mean it, could be playing around with how people perceive the meaning of that phrase (almost like hidden meanings... kind of like a satirical way of speaking in a way... but not exactly sarcasm), or honestly decide it's just easier to say that rather than take time out of my day to explain how I actually feel to someone who might not have even cared in the first place. Or explain to someone who wouldn't understand my usage of words or even HEAR me in the first place
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All I did was say how I have that skeptical side to me. You don't have to be telling the truth or not, for me it's hard to tell if a person is fine or not so if I am told that they're fine a part of me thinks otherwise. This applies to everyone, not just you. So don't think i'm singling you out when I ain't. I'm just naturally skeptical like that whenever a person says that about them. Can be telling the truth, but I am just so used to it from people it is hard not to. I tend to be distrusting like that, even towards my best friend. It's not a matter of intention, it's a matter of knowing whether that person is putting on a mask or not. This tends to happen more on the internet because with words like 'fine' and 'okay' I tend to be unsure.
I don't expect you to be excellent or anything like that. I know what you're going through, and honestly I do care otherwise I wouldn't be asking all these things.
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I never said you singled me out.
You're honestly just misreading me as many others do. Saying less words makes things stay simple and easy... but so many people expect me to waste my breathe on them... they wouldn't understand most of wha I meant and wouldn't hear the other half... and on the inernet it's almost no different. I do have things I need t do.. like breathe... or draw... and honestly I have two hands wanting to draw at the moment.... I don't lie to people to hide myself... I say them out of boredom... out of habit... and out of the desire to continue minding my own business...
I have many issues with bonding and even just socializing, so doing such things is extremely uncomfortable to me. If I seem upset, perhaps I am... but double checking is always a good thing.
I absolutely abhor when people assume... I'm not a self centered person, I don't feel like anything someone does is over me or to get to me... In fact I do the opposite.. I don't want to be in anyone's business and would rather stay out of their business.
I'm in pain and I don't want to socialize... I'm usually to introverted or messed up to say anything, but can you please just not talk to me... There is way to many misunderstandings and I honestly don't even want to be talking. I was telling you those things so that you would know for the future. Not because I thought you were fucking singling me out. I don't even want to be saying this. I hate getting like this, honestly.... Please just read things I say in monotone if you insist on 'speaking' with me... until you (maybe) learn how I talk.
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No you are not self-centered, I know that. I was just making myself clear and what everyone is like to me. Like you did with me.
But why stop there? These comments of yours are providing an insight of sorts, at least i'm getting to know you more.
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I'm stopping because it's 4:58am and while I could stay up longer and really would rather not sleep, my eyes are aching and refusing to focus properly on anything... My neck and spine also hurt, so I'd rather just sleep... even though waking up will be possibly more painful.
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Err, well in that case do get some sleep. And also where are ya exactly? I mean which state.
Since you're stopping now I will say goodnight.
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In VA... my birth state and out of PA (where I grew up)
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Ok then, night ^^
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my head hurts so much right now... I hate mornings
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I hate weekday mornings, weekend mornings are ok though cuz I usually sleep in. Monday mornings are the worst though.
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any day is the worst
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Monday mornings are a real gloom for me, but I guess everyday has been like that for me now...
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I took one of my headaches pills... I only have 2 left now
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oh...how often do you need to take 'em?
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only when I can't really function anymore because of how bad my headaches get... They're to expensive to use wastefully on little minor headaches.
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I see, but how frequent are the major headaches?
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rather frequent... I can usually deal with my headaches but every once in awhile, I get a bad one... I don't know why.. but they seem to be increasing in frequency... sometimes I'm afraid I could have something horrible and other times, that same idea seems like bliss... I had to leave school one time it got so bad... I was also nearly blacking out that day... it sometimes happens like that... blacking out and headaches
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Oh wow...Those are quite the headaches you got.
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I have a number of theories as to why I have them... but... they make me a bit sad
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