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Today
Was the worst day I’ve had in a while
Everything tore me apart
And all I want to do is lie down
And forget it all
So I open up the bottle beside me
A group of people dare me to drink
So I do

And I’m falling
Farther away from who I was
And forgetting all the things that made me cry today
With this last drink
I’m falling back into the oblivion
Once again
Because it means I don’t have to feel this way

A few drinks down the line
And I can’t see the faces of the people around me
They all look like the blurs
Of people that have hurt me in the past
I’m so angry
And so sad
Because of things I never said
So I drink some more
Until I can’t feel anything

And I’m falling
Farther away from who I was
And forgetting all the things that made me cry today
With this last drink
I’m falling back into the oblivion
Once again
Because it means I don’t have to feel this way

Lights
Are the first thing I see when I come to
A bright room with worried faces
Staring down on me
They tell me I almost died
And ask me if I know why
But I can’t remember anything
Because I didn’t want to

I wanted to fall
Farther away from who I was
And forget all the things that made me cry that day
With that last drink
I fell back into oblivion
Once again
Because it meant I didn’t have to feel that way

But now I figure
Feeling horrible is better then never feeling again
So I’ll take it
Because I can
And I’ll breath again
And avoid that
Oblivion today

Description
Today
Was the worst day I’ve had in a while
Everything tore me apart
And all I want to do is lie down
And forget it all
So I open up the bottle beside me
A group of people dare me to drink
So I do

And I’m falling
Farther away from who I was
And forgetting all the things that made me cry today
With this last drink
I’m falling back into the oblivion
Once again
Because it means I don’t have to feel this way

A few drinks down the line
And I can’t see the faces of the people around me
They all look like the blurs
Of people that have hurt me in the past
I’m so angry
And so sad
Because of things I never said
So I drink some more
Until I can’t feel anything

And I’m falling
Farther away from who I was
And forgetting all the things that made me cry today
With this last drink
I’m falling back into the oblivion
Once again
Because it means I don’t have to feel this way

Lights
Are the first thing I see when I come to
A bright room with worried faces
Staring down on me
They tell me I almost died
And ask me if I know why
But I can’t remember anything
Because I didn’t want to

I wanted to fall
Farther away from who I was
And forget all the things that made me cry that day
With that last drink
I fell back into oblivion
Once again
Because it meant I didn’t have to feel that way

But now I figure
Feeling horrible is better then never feeling again
So I’ll take it
Because I can
And I’ll breath again
And avoid that
Oblivion today