HOME | DD
blamethemonkey — Wish Me Luck
Published: 2009-03-26 15:00:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 245; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 3
Redirect to original
Description
I’m a creator not a destroyerI like to build up
Not tear down
Yet sometimes words pour out I can’t control
And I know they hurt someone
It’s kind of like a weird
Out of body experience
I want to stop,
But on the other hand I want to just let it out
Can you forgive me?
For all the words I said
I wanted to protect you
Instead I just destroyed you
Even though sometimes
I know we won’t agree
Please forgive me
If I say anything I don’t mean
It’s not often that I can say
I don’t like someone
And it’s not often I deliberately
Say something bad about someone
But these last few months
I’ve felt myself change
It’s a change I don’t like
I want to go back to before
To the time when I didn’t get involved
With all this drama and gossip
The world seems to be changing
We grow older
Grow wiser
Or at least that’s what they tell us
Is supposed to happen
Instead I’ve found myself
Becoming someone I don’t want to be
What do you do?
When you know the cause of something bad
But you really don’t want
To cut it out of your life
Because things that can bring about bad
Can also bring about good
And it’s hard to choose
What’s worth sticking too
I guess the only answer
Is to try and never stray
From what I know is right
Regardless of what others want me to do
I can hold onto what I believe in
And be the person I want to be
And not the person I sometimes am
It’ll be hard
So wish me luck
