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Buttonlight — If you only knew how many nights...
Published: 2012-05-28 06:07:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 24; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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.. I couldn't sleep because I was crying for no reason.. I stayed up, going through the routine in my head
.. I had nightmares because of things I saw or heard
.. I waited for your text but it never came
.. I crashed on the bed, exhausted from spending the day with my friends
.. I dreamed that I was loved but realized those people who loved me weren't real
.. I couldn't sleep because I was so mad
.. I didn't sleep because I was writing in my journal how amazing my day was
.. I stayed up studying for Spanish
.. I feared the spider under my bed
.. I feared going to school the next day to find out you weren't there
.. I feared not going to school the next day and you not have anyone there
.. I hated your guts, wishing you'd leave me alone
.. I asked, "Why me?"
.. I cried because I lost you
Wow, I didn't realize how sad this past year of nights has been for me. Well, this coming year, I plan not to be so... Depressed/depressing D:
