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Published: 2017-07-09 15:23:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 227; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description Hi all. my name is casey and I have been on deviantart for some time. However, I did infact take quite a long break from deviantart. I would say sometime between 2014-2017. So about 3 years, give or take.

I will say a little bit about me. My life is totally crazy! But I don't often like to talk about it because it makes me kind of sad. My personal life is not very good in the real world. I have a lot of problems from emotional trauma throughout my life. I am an anxious and depressed mess of a person.

But, I like to think that I have a bit of a strong hand in terms of my art drawing abilities. Although I have a low self esteem, and I personally dislike my art much of the time, people are very encouraging to me (probably enough to give me a big ego!) so I continue to do it.

I have had many messy and embarrassing accounts on deviantart over the past... few years. I cannot recall exactly when it started, as I have made and deleted probably over 20 accounts throughout my years. Maybe more or less, but I think that is a good estimate to start with!

I think it is safe to say now my age. I feel that is a very important factor in getting to know someone! I am now 18 years old. Legal baby! haha. Joking aside, like almost every millennial these days, I have started my internet adventures at a very young age. Without moderation from a parent, it probably wasn't a good idea to let the internet raise a young child! This is the fruit of that experience! Me!

So, now, I am going to talk about some of my previous accounts. As you may tell by the image, that is one of my old original characters. Her (or was it a him?) name was token! I remember it very well.
Here are some accounts I could find and remember.

:ueb:
:silly-boat:
:catsspaw:
and I had an old one for a long time named xxfuzzie or something like that (i can't find it!) from like 2011 or something... please don't look!

And, it is true that I did infact have more accounts than this, that even *i* can't remember! My experience on the internet has not necessarily been a... smooth one. Let's just say I am not one to stick around for long.

However, I began to realize with age, that professionalism is very important. I have to say, I have not been a very good teacher of this lesson. It is something that I have not learned until relatively recently. I know that someone's internet footprint is VERY important. So, I am going to try and present myself with a little bit more pride and less sillyness. I know, it can be a bit of an abrupt change towards how I am usually known to act... but that's not necessarily a bad thing. So I think everything is going to be okay, you guys!

I hope this is a good enough re-introduction. I would like to try my best to move on from what has happened in the past and try to start on a new fresh page. Some people may already have a negative predisposition towards me because of my older accounts.

I would like to try and challenge that.

I want to show that I have improved as a person; and, I would like to get along and make ammends with everybody. I am not the same person that I used to be. I have grown up and began to put some serious thoughts into my actions. So, I hope this is something that I can work towards throughout my time on earth.

Thank you guys for reading this, and I hope to be able to talk with some of you guys again. 
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Comments: 1

bwugie [2017-08-12 03:22:41 +0000 UTC]

OOO HELLOW we used to be pals in the past!!!

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