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sometimes it feels good to hurt yourself, y'know, just like make a few cuts, it helped for a little bit, but there's always going to be those demons that just won't leave you alone and make you lose everything you love doing, lose your friends, lose the trust of your family, and the only thing you got is what you tried so hard for, and then you lose interest in that too, no more music, no more dance, but they still won't leave me alone, and it hurts to know that they still care but you think they don't care, and you want so badly for them to understand but you don't want to seem like your hurting even though you are in so much pain, and you try to ignore it but eventually you just give up because the load is too much and you just want it to be over, but they won't leave you alone and you can't tell them, it comes out wrong and then they find the cuts and stop trusting you to take care of yourself when you tried so hard to make it but you just can't do it anymore and sometimes it helps to vent a little but it doesn't really help anyway and you never feel the same because at night when nothing happens is when the demons come back and give you nightmare after nightmare after nightmare of failure, and you just feel so lost and broken so you go back to the one thing you still love, but it's hard to get back up on your feet on your own but you've pushed everyone away and are too scared of what they might say if you try to ask for help
AND YOU JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND IT ALL STARTS OVER AGAIN 24 HOURS A DAY 7 DAYS A WEEK AND YOU JUST CAN'T FIND SOMEONE TO FREAKING TALK TO THAT TRUELY UNDERSTANDS THAT IT FREAKING HURTS MY FREAKING HEAD WITH ALL THAT BS AND THE DEMONS THAT WON'T SHUT UP

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sometimes it feels good to hurt yourself, y'know, just like make a few cuts, it helped for a little bit, but there's always going to be those demons that just won't leave you alone and make you lose everything you love doing, lose your friends, lose the trust of your family, and the only thing you got is what you tried so hard for, and then you lose interest in that too, no more music, no more dance, but they still won't leave me alone, and it hurts to know that they still care but you think they don't care, and you want so badly for them to understand but you don't want to seem like your hurting even though you are in so much pain, and you try to ignore it but eventually you just give up because the load is too much and you just want it to be over, but they won't leave you alone and you can't tell them, it comes out wrong and then they find the cuts and stop trusting you to take care of yourself when you tried so hard to make it but you just can't do it anymore and sometimes it helps to vent a little but it doesn't really help anyway and you never feel the same because at night when nothing happens is when the demons come back and give you nightmare after nightmare after nightmare of failure, and you just feel so lost and broken so you go back to the one thing you still love, but it's hard to get back up on your feet on your own but you've pushed everyone away and are too scared of what they might say if you try to ask for help
AND YOU JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND IT ALL STARTS OVER AGAIN 24 HOURS A DAY 7 DAYS A WEEK AND YOU JUST CAN'T FIND SOMEONE TO FREAKING TALK TO THAT TRUELY UNDERSTANDS THAT IT FREAKING HURTS MY FREAKING HEAD WITH ALL THAT BS AND THE DEMONS THAT WON'T SHUT UP