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Description "Would you turn your back on me? And if I seem dangerous, Would you be scared?"

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☀General Information☀

Name: ???, weeper

Name History: ???

Nickname(s): Weeper


Sex: dfab

Gender: non-binary ( all pronouns )


Age: 36 moons ( 06/02/18 )


Alliance: the colony

Rank: forager

Past Rank(s): kit, apprentice


☀Appearance☀

Description: Weeper is a heavily scarred light peachy orange ticked tabby with a feathery and sometimes curly fur

Breeds: laperm mix

Fur Color: light peachy orange

Fur Pattern: ticked tabby

Eye Color: orange

Nose Color: pink

Paw Pad Color: pink

Other Defining Feature(s): uhh scars? curly fur?

Bans: disfiguring scars


☀Education☀

Mentor(s): xx

Current Apprentice: xx

Past Apprentice(s): xx


☀Stats☀

Level: 1
(all characters will start at level 1)
Strength: 0/10
Dexterity: 1/10
Stealth: 2/10
Perception: 1/10
Charisma: 2/10
Intelligence: 3/10
Constitution: 5/10

☀Personality☀

- independent- they prefer taking care of themselves along, therefore this trait sprouted
- gentle - they aren't a fighter, even tho they know how to fight, they prefer peace and warmth
- understanding - they aren't easily aware of stuff and all, but they easily open their heart to feel other's feels or experiences

- blunt - this is a rather surprising trait of them, but they do speak their mind
- forgiving - they don't like holding feelings of hatred inside themselves, their father became an exception tho
- obedient - they are much more of a follower than a leader

- Pessimistic- they dont hold a very positive view of themselves or of the world
- are extremely negative as well as nervous and submissive most of the time
- Weak-willed -  they have zero motivation to do things at all times, they just rather..sleep or something

☀History☀
warning: abuse, scarring due to attack and fire, death


Kit-hood:
Weeper was the firstborn kit of Tundra and Flicker while Spark was the second. From a young age, they were disdained by their father just shortly their birth. As the infant seemed to lack the "spark in their eyes" that is typical for most strong kits, the family was unsure if the kit would make it out. Flicker, viewing a weak kit as firstborn as "shame", he wanted to send the kit away, only to be stopped by Tundra that begged him to reconsider, Weeper survived by a surprise and peace returned to the young family. Tundra was happy she could protect her kit, her beloved and favored Weeping kit.

Apprentice-hood:
By the time Weeper was old enough, they and their family would go out hunting together, they later consider this time the only time when their family was "actually happy".
Weeper enjoyed finding things as the rest of the family hunts, and oftened searched small water soarces for stuff, unfortunately one day, they slipped and fell into the water
Weeper almost drowned before they was saved by their father. The little kit spent the remainder of the day in the care of Tundra, recovering from the experience.
However, as they got older, Weeper and Spark eventually grew apart, and they easily became someone to be ridiculed and manipulated. Their mother, however, loved both but favored them over spark, Spark knew this, and hated that, while she had love from her father, she hated the fact that she wont get the same love that Weeper gets so much more from Tundra. Flicker continued to recount how he would have almost discarded Weeper because he thought that they were a weak runt that probably wouldnt survive the first night. Finally, he told Weeper that Spark had been born strong, with strong will, strenght and luck, while Weeper had been lucky to be born and survive to the next day, that he shouldnt have been kept in the end and should have been sent away. Weeper was obviously frightened and devastated, they weeped to their mother and embraced her while Spark watched, she was not pleased. Spark's blood boiled when Weeper recieved so much love, even when they didn't even do a thing from their mother. She wanted Weeper out of the way...

There was a harsh storm, it was raining cats and dogs, thunder and lightnings. Spark was out and about, at the city, she had a plan, now, she just needed Weeper.
Meamwhile back at their den, Tundra and Flicker were keeping each other warm, Weeper, was in front of them, they actually showed impressive intelligence
that suprassed lots of those who are in the family's, for once- Flicker was actually proud that Weeper was his child, he thought that maybe he wasn't so much of a lost cause, things seemed to be going well for Weeper, soon they became a forager.

Forager-hood:
things seemed to be going well for Weeper, soon they became a forager! Tundra couldnt be anymore proud of her child who she so much loved.
Spark became a guardian, just like her father, and of course she was swarmed with love and attention from her father and her colony mates as well as
her friends also. The weather was stormy on this day, Weeper thought it was nice, they loved the chilly weather, they so dearly hoped it would snow.

Tho, this was time, time Spark set her plan into action, she was out all day, she made sure her plan was fool-proof... now that they weren't apprentices anymore, they could go out without having someone follow them around, and that was just what she wanted, she made sure to talk with Tundra first before approching Weeper and telling him that their mother sends them to go collect some plants for her. Weeper didnt trust Spark and first spoke with their mother, who told them to go with Spark, there was no way they were getting out of that. Spark lead Weeper to where she wanted, a lonely part of the city that was due to a lightning that hit it, the area itself was so flammable, due to the structures humans had in the city before they disappeared. Spark attacked weeper, and since Weeper wasn't a fighter, they were heavily injured
Spark threw Weeper towards the fire, by a miracle Only Weeper's face was burnt, they got up and leaped at Spark , despite the harsh pain consuming them, and sank their
teeth into Spark's neck, biting as hard as they could before throwing Spark into the fire...and that was the end of the aggressive and attention hungry she-cat.

Weeper ran home, traumatized by both Spark and their own actions, they just killed their sister, they were overwhelmed. they ran to their mother and broke down to tears
crying and begging for redemption, begging on their knees that they're sorry for killing Spark. Flicker heard so and attacked Weeper, he was so raged that they killed
his daughter that he didn't even asked for their side. Begging for help and screaming out, other colony mates attacked Flicker and killed him. it was too fast for Weeper,
one second they were on the ground, attacked by the father and hardly a second later, he was dead. Tundra and Weeper lost so much that day, something
that even their warm embrance can't fix.

☀Sexuality☀

Status: single

Sexual Orientation: graysexual

Romantic Orientation: grayromantic


Current Attraction: xx

Past Attraction: xxx


Preferences:

✔- as long as they're loving, they dont care

✔- 

✔-

✔-


✘- rude about weeper's scars

✘-

✘-

✘-

✘-


☀Relationships☀

Current Mate: xx

Past Mate(s): xx

Flings: xxx

Fertility: 89/100


☀Family☀

Paternal Grandfather: un-named

Paternal Grandmother: un-named

Maternal Grandfather: un-named

Maternal Grandmother: un-named

Father: Flicker

Mother: tundra

Littermates: spark
Siblings: spark

Offspring: xxx

Other Family: unknown


☀Trivia☀

☀ Weeper has bipolar and has an obsession with soft stuff
☀ their family has a history with being violent and even joint pain towards the later years of their life ( would appear only at elder age )

☀ Spark was weak as well after birth, it just wasnt noticeable with her
☀ They often have nightmares and panic attacks thinking about Flicker and Spark
☀ Winter is their favorite season
☀ the scars on the ear and nose were caused by Flicker, the rest was caused by Spark and her fire
☀ After Flicker finally accepted Weeper, he was gonna request to change their name to Jesse, which mean 'a gift of hope'

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