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I'm taking a break. I can't do this anymore.
Nobody listens to me. Nobody wants me around. I can't talk to people at all. I could see why though, I do have a tendency to selfish and manipulative. But even when I'm not being toxic, nobody can seem to acknowledge me. I'm just there. Be it online or irl. Nobody takes me seriously anymore, and maybe I shouldn't be. One way or another, this has proven to be taking a toll on me. At the time I'm posting this, I've been contemplating overdosing on my painkillers (I just got out of oral surgery) for the past hour and a half. I can't sleep. All I can do is cry. I don't really see a point to any of this anymore. I can't see myself going on any longer in this state.
Maybe it's just another run of the mill selfish breakdown. Maybe it's real. All I know, is that right now, what I'm feeling is pain. Lots of it. anyways, I'm having a hard time articulating what I want to say, as usual, so I think I'll be ending this here.
Have a nice day.

Description
I'm taking a break. I can't do this anymore.
Nobody listens to me. Nobody wants me around. I can't talk to people at all. I could see why though, I do have a tendency to selfish and manipulative. But even when I'm not being toxic, nobody can seem to acknowledge me. I'm just there. Be it online or irl. Nobody takes me seriously anymore, and maybe I shouldn't be. One way or another, this has proven to be taking a toll on me. At the time I'm posting this, I've been contemplating overdosing on my painkillers (I just got out of oral surgery) for the past hour and a half. I can't sleep. All I can do is cry. I don't really see a point to any of this anymore. I can't see myself going on any longer in this state.
Maybe it's just another run of the mill selfish breakdown. Maybe it's real. All I know, is that right now, what I'm feeling is pain. Lots of it. anyways, I'm having a hard time articulating what I want to say, as usual, so I think I'll be ending this here.
Have a nice day.