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ds2k5 — Believing - 'Living the Lie'
Published: 2011-11-21 19:10:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 80; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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I believe I've never told you what you mean to me,never told you that if you disappeared, I would miss you for eternity.
I am too afraid to tell you how I feel,
too afraid it'll open a wound that will never heal.
Night and day I wonder what you would do,
if I told you: I'm in love with you.
I believe you consider us nothing more than friends,
I believe you don't feel the spark with every touch of our hands.
I believe you have never thought of the possibility,
that the next one to fall for you, could be me.
I'm sure your view is just what one should expect,
unlike the distorted image that my thoughts reflect.
Deep down I know that friends is all we are supposed to be,
that anything beyond would hurt both you and me.
So why exactly can't I stop thinking of you,
stop being jealous of the people that seem to make you happier than I do?
I believe something's going horribly wrong in my head
and it's like an addiction, 'cause I can't stop until I drop dead.
I believe you could spare me all the agony,
if you simply told me how you feel about me.
I believe the truth is now the only thing that can set me free,
breaking the shackles in my head, showing me what I can't yet see.
If I mean anything to you, please break my heart right now,
don't let me live on wondering when and how.
Till the instant you show me mercy, I'll be your slave,
silently and slowly digging my heart's grave,
anticipating the inevitable moment,
when you finally end this unbearable torment.
I believe right now there's nothing I can do,
except believing the lie that I love you.
