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but even though harshness and yelling only makes me shut down, i dont deserve kind and reassuring words from anyone

shitty vent ahead from a shitty person

i feel like literally no one cares about anything i do, at most two or three people ever give me the time of day and while im grateful its...so devastating to me when others who have asked me and convinced me to join groups and make characters because they "love my characters" ignore me and never include me in things involving whatever group im now stuck and investedd in

this just proves that my characters and ideas are shitty, please dont lie to me and tell me you like them because honestly that hurts so much more when you ignore me because i got my hopes up...ive even caught someone complaining about rping with one of my characters so its like...please...dont l i e t o m e

its so fucking laughable that a creative writing major cant entertain people with original ideas or characters and i know i need to give this up too, but once i do ill have nothing left going for me, if i ever actually did. im settling as it is, i wanted to be a vet, but i know that'll never happen so i gave up and went into english/writing but theres literally no point if i cant even get people to be interested inmy characters you know??

people dont need me around, people dont need my terrible and cliche and bad ideas or suggestions for groups or rps that they are able to run successfully without my help

im a permanent outsider and ill never fit in anywhere, im not needed anywhere by anyone

i only offer drama and pessimism and im sorry, im leaving all my chats and discords alone and wont speak to anyone anymore unless they initiate the conversation, because the last thing i want to be is a burden

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but even though harshness and yelling only makes me shut down, i dont deserve kind and reassuring words from anyone

shitty vent ahead from a shitty person

i feel like literally no one cares about anything i do, at most two or three people ever give me the time of day and while im grateful its...so devastating to me when others who have asked me and convinced me to join groups and make characters because they "love my characters" ignore me and never include me in things involving whatever group im now stuck and investedd in

this just proves that my characters and ideas are shitty, please dont lie to me and tell me you like them because honestly that hurts so much more when you ignore me because i got my hopes up...ive even caught someone complaining about rping with one of my characters so its like...please...dont l i e t o m e

its so fucking laughable that a creative writing major cant entertain people with original ideas or characters and i know i need to give this up too, but once i do ill have nothing left going for me, if i ever actually did. im settling as it is, i wanted to be a vet, but i know that'll never happen so i gave up and went into english/writing but theres literally no point if i cant even get people to be interested inmy characters you know??

people dont need me around, people dont need my terrible and cliche and bad ideas or suggestions for groups or rps that they are able to run successfully without my help

im a permanent outsider and ill never fit in anywhere, im not needed anywhere by anyone

i only offer drama and pessimism and im sorry, im leaving all my chats and discords alone and wont speak to anyone anymore unless they initiate the conversation, because the last thing i want to be is a burden