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ExterminatorExploder — it's a side affect of dying.
Published: 2014-02-05 05:29:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 139; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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it will hit my family harder than myselfmy father will tremble
my mother will cry
because it’s happened before.
my brother will remain indifferent
because he’s trying
to keep up the shield of oblivion
he has mastered over the years.
blood will slither down my lips.
my face will become hollow.
i will count my ribs and the notches in my spine
while plastic is shoved into my body
i will carry this weight, not by choice.
my hair will be shed
and i’ll miss all that time i spent on dyes.
for the first time i will whisper
‘i don’t want to die’
and mean it.
i will slowly fade
my flesh transparent
my bones made of parchment
i will hide away
despite my mother’s begging to get out.
i will cry for anyone who cared
and once they gather at my bedside,
i will smile.
because i can’t feel those fucking tubes any longer.
