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I try not to look back at the door Teep is behind. I try and block out the curses and threats coming from the same place. I try and ignore Teep altogether. If I don’t, my guilt will get the better of me and i'll let the dinosaur out. I cant allow that to happen. Not only would it result in a very angry dinosaur, but it would put me back in the situation I was trying to avoid in the first place. With Teep looking for my body.

I shake my head to discard the fear and regret, and glare at the ground, as they are both replaced with frustration. Now I have to find a way to fix something I had no part in braking and will get no thanks for fixing...i'm such a nice person.

I pad out into my lab and jump up onto one of the lab tables. I glace around the room, hoping to find something that can help with my current task. I don’t find anything. At least not anything that I haven’t already tried, twice. I sigh and flop down onto the table.

I give up. There’s no way i'll be able to find a solution in three days. And even if I did, I still wouldn’t have enough time to test it before I would have to let Teep out. There was no real reason to lock Teep in that room...i was just delaying the inevitable. I'll wait a few hours before I let Teep out and start the preparations for the soul transfer.

My eyes grow blurry and I can feel the thin fur around my eyes moisten. Rythian would get my body. But it dosnt matter anymore. I wont be using it....

I'm grateful for Teeps loud cursing in the background. Its load enough to hide my quiet sobs as I finally just let go and cry. I hate crying. Especially when people are around. I always avoid going out the day after, because I know they 'll notice the red and tired eyes. I go back to work the next day, and things go on as normal. They never ask were I was and I don’t make up an excuse to tell them.

But this is different. I cant go back to work the next day, things cant return to normal, and I don’t even get the option to make up an excuse. I can never go back and i'll never see my friends again....but Rythian will. My friends will become Rythian's friends, because Rythian will be me.

No... Rythian wouldn’t live my life. He hates science and loves Zoey. He'll tell the truth, or use his magic to change the appearance on my body to his own. I would just vanish of the face off the earth. Would they still not care where I had gone? This thought hurts the most, as I realize that I have just lost everything that meant anything to me. I had nothing.

And there's nothing I can do about it but cry.

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I try not to look back at the door Teep is behind. I try and block out the curses and threats coming from the same place. I try and ignore Teep altogether. If I don’t, my guilt will get the better of me and i'll let the dinosaur out. I cant allow that to happen. Not only would it result in a very angry dinosaur, but it would put me back in the situation I was trying to avoid in the first place. With Teep looking for my body.

I shake my head to discard the fear and regret, and glare at the ground, as they are both replaced with frustration. Now I have to find a way to fix something I had no part in braking and will get no thanks for fixing...i'm such a nice person.

I pad out into my lab and jump up onto one of the lab tables. I glace around the room, hoping to find something that can help with my current task. I don’t find anything. At least not anything that I haven’t already tried, twice. I sigh and flop down onto the table.

I give up. There’s no way i'll be able to find a solution in three days. And even if I did, I still wouldn’t have enough time to test it before I would have to let Teep out. There was no real reason to lock Teep in that room...i was just delaying the inevitable. I'll wait a few hours before I let Teep out and start the preparations for the soul transfer.

My eyes grow blurry and I can feel the thin fur around my eyes moisten. Rythian would get my body. But it dosnt matter anymore. I wont be using it....

I'm grateful for Teeps loud cursing in the background. Its load enough to hide my quiet sobs as I finally just let go and cry. I hate crying. Especially when people are around. I always avoid going out the day after, because I know they 'll notice the red and tired eyes. I go back to work the next day, and things go on as normal. They never ask were I was and I don’t make up an excuse to tell them.

But this is different. I cant go back to work the next day, things cant return to normal, and I don’t even get the option to make up an excuse. I can never go back and i'll never see my friends again....but Rythian will. My friends will become Rythian's friends, because Rythian will be me.

No... Rythian wouldn’t live my life. He hates science and loves Zoey. He'll tell the truth, or use his magic to change the appearance on my body to his own. I would just vanish of the face off the earth. Would they still not care where I had gone? This thought hurts the most, as I realize that I have just lost everything that meant anything to me. I had nothing.

And there's nothing I can do about it but cry.