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insanity.

i like that word.

it sums up who i am, who i have strived to be.

i have a mental illness.

it's fooled me into believing that i love a girl.

i'm swallowing pills like it might help and chugging alcohol so i can forget the pain.

but it's not working.

someone please help me, i've tried every cure but nothing is making my feelings for this girl diminish, and i don't think that i can live much longer.
she's with the captain of the football team and for once she's not one of the blond bitches that seem to think they rule the school.
scratch that. they do.
but she's different.
she smiles genuinely when she talks to you, and she has a natural beauty about her that could never be achieved with layers of makeup.

so you see my problem?

how can i live when the girl i love is with someone else?

i'm going insane like it's gone out of style.