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How could I lie to the one person that I truly love? How can I tell him that it's for the good if I leave him, behind in my old life, my old way of looking through the mirror? It would break his heart and I would feel terrible for doing it.

He deserves someone better then me, someone who can make him smile when he is down, laugh even when he wants to cry and even more importantly, feel the love that he has harbored for some time.

Why should I stay here? I am keeping him from becoming a good person and from finding the right person for him. I have wanted to be with him forever, but I can't do this. I can't deal with the pain.

You're more then I bargained for, I've just been telling you what you want to hear. I keep the secrets to myself, how hard this is for me. Weighed down with overdramatic words, I need to steal away into the night.

I'm sorry, but this is goodbye, my friend. I can't continue loving you if you don't love me back.