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I don't feel like I used to.

Your arms holding me tight mean nothing to me.

The way you stroke my face with your hands feels like the past, overwhelming and cold, but still dead to me.

The way you tell me everything is going to be alright just makes it worse.

The way you cling to me like a newborn with their mother makes me want to gag.

Your kisses are indifferent and empty secrets: all promising to make up for everything and to make me whole again.

I don't feel emotions, at least not the way I did before. Why try to work this out when my whole world has gone gray?

Your happiness feeds my despair and sadness.

Your friendly nature of going about life is driving me up the wall.

I'm sorry, but this will not work out. I need to live my life being happy and carefree and not in a dead-end relationship. I'm sorry for the pain that I am causing you right now.

I'm sorry for being part of your life.