HOME | DD

Description
You blabbed all my secrets I told you when i thought I could trust you
~~~
You won't admit you and me are BFF's to Jamie
~~~
You become jealous when i befriend Amy and hang around with her at school, not you
~~~
You ask me whether I mind if you don't invite me to your party cuz you don't want spats between me and the others
~~~
You laugh at me often and don't stick up for me when the others are mean to me
~~~
YOU ARE A BITCH

BUT

You're always there for me and are willing to give me advice and comfort me through bad times
~~~
You talk to me every day and make me feel wanted when others don't want me
~~~
You always take my feelings into account and forgive me when I can't forgive myself
~~~
You're always willing to do me favours, even if they don't benifit you
~~~
You mean the world to me, so don't ever leave me

A few hours ago Me and my best friend had a huge argument. I started it really, by tempting her, telling her there was this secret. Eventually I told her she wasn't being a good enough friend to me, and she erupted. We had a huge fight, and I left MSN in tears. She tried to call me twice, and I heard her sobbing so badly. She was crying more than I've ever heard anyone cry. I guess it was out oir order when I hung up twice after hearing her voice. I thought it was too harsh, and the third time she called, I talked to her and we resolved it all. But it still feels unfinished, and no matter how many times she says she forgives me, I cannot bring myself to forgive myself for all the crap I put her through. Truth be known, she's an awesome friend, and i never want her to leave my side.

I have to admit, she does need to be a better friend. I fel like she's not by my side 24/7, and I still don't know if I can trust her. I want her to be honest with everyone and not be scared to admit to Jamie that me and her are BFF's, or if she really is her BFF and not mine.

~Charlie

You.Will.Always.Be.My.Angel

Description
You blabbed all my secrets I told you when i thought I could trust you
~~~
You won't admit you and me are BFF's to Jamie
~~~
You become jealous when i befriend Amy and hang around with her at school, not you
~~~
You ask me whether I mind if you don't invite me to your party cuz you don't want spats between me and the others
~~~
You laugh at me often and don't stick up for me when the others are mean to me
~~~
YOU ARE A BITCH

BUT

You're always there for me and are willing to give me advice and comfort me through bad times
~~~
You talk to me every day and make me feel wanted when others don't want me
~~~
You always take my feelings into account and forgive me when I can't forgive myself
~~~
You're always willing to do me favours, even if they don't benifit you
~~~
You mean the world to me, so don't ever leave me

A few hours ago Me and my best friend had a huge argument. I started it really, by tempting her, telling her there was this secret. Eventually I told her she wasn't being a good enough friend to me, and she erupted. We had a huge fight, and I left MSN in tears. She tried to call me twice, and I heard her sobbing so badly. She was crying more than I've ever heard anyone cry. I guess it was out oir order when I hung up twice after hearing her voice. I thought it was too harsh, and the third time she called, I talked to her and we resolved it all. But it still feels unfinished, and no matter how many times she says she forgives me, I cannot bring myself to forgive myself for all the crap I put her through. Truth be known, she's an awesome friend, and i never want her to leave my side.

I have to admit, she does need to be a better friend. I fel like she's not by my side 24/7, and I still don't know if I can trust her. I want her to be honest with everyone and not be scared to admit to Jamie that me and her are BFF's, or if she really is her BFF and not mine.

~Charlie

You.Will.Always.Be.My.Angel