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didnt think it needed a mature content.
anyway.
when will i ever be good enough?someday?never?
no matter how hard i try my art never satisfies me, meanwhile my parents are telling me i'm wasting my talent for studying. but school has never interested me-i mean, i do know that school wouldnt be very hard for me if i actually tried but i'm so bored by the limited cram-curriculum that i sleep through all my lessons, leading to my failing grades.(by right, i don't rank lowly on the national scale. i actually attend a school that's a relatively popular choice) i'm a naturally competitive person and my parents are using their knowledge of this fact to manipulate me into mugging(look at XXX's daughter she has so good grades!). or maybe they just enjoy making me feel stupid.
i dont know what to do anymore
please dont suggest schedules god i cant follow schedules i love freedom i worship freedom

Description
didnt think it needed a mature content.
anyway.
when will i ever be good enough?someday?never?
no matter how hard i try my art never satisfies me, meanwhile my parents are telling me i'm wasting my talent for studying. but school has never interested me-i mean, i do know that school wouldnt be very hard for me if i actually tried but i'm so bored by the limited cram-curriculum that i sleep through all my lessons, leading to my failing grades.(by right, i don't rank lowly on the national scale. i actually attend a school that's a relatively popular choice) i'm a naturally competitive person and my parents are using their knowledge of this fact to manipulate me into mugging(look at XXX's daughter she has so good grades!). or maybe they just enjoy making me feel stupid.
i dont know what to do anymore
please dont suggest schedules god i cant follow schedules i love freedom i worship freedom