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"Feli... Remember our deal."

"Yes, I know..."

" I know it's hard...but it's for the best."

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The day that my dad found me was sort of eye opening. Here I thought that he wouldn't care if I left and never came back. But that day, he came to Mr. Suvash's house looking exhausted and just... Desperate. Even though I saw it, I was too blinded by anger and resentment to acknowledge how my own father felt. And my mom...she had no fault in all of this yet she must've felt even worse than him.

That day, I rejected my own family because I was too angry and too scared. I had turned my back on my father and refused to return home. After that ordeal, Mr. Lee, or Kid, as I've heard more often around here, made a deal with me. I could only assume he did this because he was hoping it'd change my mind. But the deal was, that I could stay with him and his family if I promised to allow my parents to check up on me and I returned home after I reached adulthood. I have to say, I haven't kept that promise very well.

Whenever my mom or dad came to the house or the dojo to check up on me, I always made sure to hide inside one of the rooms until Kid informed them on how I was doing and they left. The deal never stated that they had to see me or that I had to see them. My method was fool proof. That is...it was until now.

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It's time for one of my parents to pay another visit but I have finally reached adulthood. Which means, it's time that I quit hiding and went back home as I promised. Problem is... I'm still scared.

"Feli, believe it or not, I know how you're feeling."

" With all due respect, I don't think so, Mr. Lee."

He sighs, " Regardless, you should trust me on this. It's time you went back home and made amends with your family."

He walks over to the window behind me and looks through it. I don't even bother to look back. We sit there in silence until he speaks up.

"They're here for you."

"Who is it?"

"Get up and going and you'll see."

I sigh as I push myself off of the hardwood floor. I make a comment about staying longer at the dojo so that I can adjust to my new body. Mr. Lee looks at me sternly as if telling me that there won't be any messing around today. I keep my head down and follow him out of the room, downstairs, and out into the front yard. I don't see anyone around so I assume that they're waiting at the dojo building.

The entire way there, I drag my large front paws as we walk. I honestly do have a hard time with this body. Not so much cuz it's big or anything but mostly because of how slender and smooth it is. Very... Feminine. It makes me more than uncomfortable. That is the least of my problems at the moment though. I should be more concerned about the ridiculously loud and fast thumping in my chest.

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Our journey there seems never ending. The dojo was a few ways off of the house but not as long as ot feels right now. Although, I do hope that we never get there. Unfortunately, I start to see the dojo's building get closer. Now I can't ignore it. The loud beating of my heart is too much. I start to breathe way to fast. I think Mr. Lee noticed. He stops and looks me in the eyes. How is he so calm about this?

"Feli. Look at me. It'll be over soon just breathe. Deep breaths."

I take the deep breaths. Just like I've seen him do when he meditates. It's kinda working. Not freaking out as bad so that's a plus. I calm down and we resume or walk to the building. The building isn't even in full view yet but I can see who is waiting for me there.

"Mom?"

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To be continued....

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Description
"Feli... Remember our deal."

"Yes, I know..."

" I know it's hard...but it's for the best."

--------------------------------

The day that my dad found me was sort of eye opening. Here I thought that he wouldn't care if I left and never came back. But that day, he came to Mr. Suvash's house looking exhausted and just... Desperate. Even though I saw it, I was too blinded by anger and resentment to acknowledge how my own father felt. And my mom...she had no fault in all of this yet she must've felt even worse than him.

That day, I rejected my own family because I was too angry and too scared. I had turned my back on my father and refused to return home. After that ordeal, Mr. Lee, or Kid, as I've heard more often around here, made a deal with me. I could only assume he did this because he was hoping it'd change my mind. But the deal was, that I could stay with him and his family if I promised to allow my parents to check up on me and I returned home after I reached adulthood. I have to say, I haven't kept that promise very well.

Whenever my mom or dad came to the house or the dojo to check up on me, I always made sure to hide inside one of the rooms until Kid informed them on how I was doing and they left. The deal never stated that they had to see me or that I had to see them. My method was fool proof. That is...it was until now.

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It's time for one of my parents to pay another visit but I have finally reached adulthood. Which means, it's time that I quit hiding and went back home as I promised. Problem is... I'm still scared.

"Feli, believe it or not, I know how you're feeling."

" With all due respect, I don't think so, Mr. Lee."

He sighs, " Regardless, you should trust me on this. It's time you went back home and made amends with your family."

He walks over to the window behind me and looks through it. I don't even bother to look back. We sit there in silence until he speaks up.

"They're here for you."

"Who is it?"

"Get up and going and you'll see."

I sigh as I push myself off of the hardwood floor. I make a comment about staying longer at the dojo so that I can adjust to my new body. Mr. Lee looks at me sternly as if telling me that there won't be any messing around today. I keep my head down and follow him out of the room, downstairs, and out into the front yard. I don't see anyone around so I assume that they're waiting at the dojo building.

The entire way there, I drag my large front paws as we walk. I honestly do have a hard time with this body. Not so much cuz it's big or anything but mostly because of how slender and smooth it is. Very... Feminine. It makes me more than uncomfortable. That is the least of my problems at the moment though. I should be more concerned about the ridiculously loud and fast thumping in my chest.

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Our journey there seems never ending. The dojo was a few ways off of the house but not as long as ot feels right now. Although, I do hope that we never get there. Unfortunately, I start to see the dojo's building get closer. Now I can't ignore it. The loud beating of my heart is too much. I start to breathe way to fast. I think Mr. Lee noticed. He stops and looks me in the eyes. How is he so calm about this?

"Feli. Look at me. It'll be over soon just breathe. Deep breaths."

I take the deep breaths. Just like I've seen him do when he meditates. It's kinda working. Not freaking out as bad so that's a plus. I calm down and we resume or walk to the building. The building isn't even in full view yet but I can see who is waiting for me there.

"Mom?"

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To be continued....

3/1297 wyns