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Published: 2012-03-20 09:45:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 32141; Favourites: 2591; Downloads: 1238
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Software used: ApophysisSo, my life is all about blood tests these days and about doctor that has no idea how to treat my thyroid.
Doctors see me bleed (figuratively) and none of them is able to help me.
There is a decadent beauty in my situation; I am slowly leaving denial behind and embrace the truth that I am bleeding, broken and the only person who can help me is myself. I am a doctor in a white, blood-stained coat.
Thank you for all favourites, comments, critiques and devwatches!
It means a lot to me.
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this is beautiful. i never seen anything like it! im not the type that usually looks at stuff like this, but when i was browsing through, your art stood out a lot! oh and i hope your get better with your thyroid
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Thank you so much!
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did you made this with ps and ai?
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No, I state in description that I made it with Apophysis
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Never heard of it wat kind of program is it?
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It is a software for creating fractal images. What I do is called fractal art. There is quite huge variety of software you can use for creating fractals, each is unique and has a distinct style. Apophysis and Ultra Fractal are used by the majority, although many people use Mandelbulb3D, Incendia or Xaos.
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ok thx fore the info 
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Beautiful work,sad story and i know what means bleeding...
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wow, very beautiful. it's just, amazing.
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Beautiful, as always 
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This is so beautiful... I hope your thyroid gets better!
You know, just underneath the red flowery part in the middle, it looks like there's a sad, crying face (missing the eyes, as if they're hidden).
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Thank you
Wow it really looks like there is a face
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Heehee, you're welcome!
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Beautiful piece, some times it helps to vent. Thank You
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In an infinite multiverse all things are possible.
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Thank you, yes it helps
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Thank you!
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You're welcome luv.
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That is...*falls over from bleeding to death from the awesomeness *
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Amazing work! All the details is really fantastic
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Wow... amazing ... Iยดm trying to figure out how to use Apophysis for ages but the result is always crap...
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Thank you
If you have a few minutes, take a look at this post I made about useful fractal tutorials: [link]
These should make you understand Apophysis better
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you're welcome!
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preeetty. sad to hear u got thyroid.. whens the nano bots going to treat cancers and stuff D:< bettah be soon to the mass.
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thank you!
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This is lovely, the contrasting tones work really well.
As for being sick, sorry! that sucks 
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Thank you
That's the problem, you have to wait at least 6 months to even get to one endocrinologist. And most of them just look at blood tests, set the medication and none of them cares about the cause of the disease or supplemental help or diet... all that matters to them are numbers and they don't care that my symptoms are getting worse. I may have to find a private one, pay a lot of money and hope that the well paid one will actually care to help me get better.
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Sorry to hear that.
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Eye catching abstract, curious to know how you constructed it? Inspiring!
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Thanks
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Cool,
I will look into it. Mac or PC? So is that YOUR health difficulties your talking about in your posts? I hope all goes well for you then.
Regards,
Craig.
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It is mainly for PC, I am not sure if it runs on Mac, perhaps you can try some kind of emulator if you have Mac.
Thank you, yes, those are my health difficulties. Maybe I shouldn't talk about it at all. It just bugs me a lot, I deal with it every day, it leaks to my images too and I can't help it
After posting my deviation Fly I got into habit of writing a few words on my state of mind or the concept, so people would understand better what's the meaning of the image. I found it puzzling when people said "oh this is a pretty picture but there's no meaning in it" so I figured it is better to give them a hint...
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