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Published: 2009-09-08 08:13:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 186595; Favourites: 9182; Downloads: 3165
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Description "Why am I not happy?"

"I have everything that makes me happy..."

"Yet i'm not happy..."

"I just want to be happy..."

"Will this make me happy?"

"Right now, am I happy?"

"I'll do everything to make myself happy..."

"Why can't I be happy?"



It's been a while since I last made a clean painting...
Software: Photoshop CS3


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SilentSkcarface [2010-03-17 03:11:04 +0000 UTC]

awesome I love this

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InvaderLoveless [2010-03-15 22:05:37 +0000 UTC]

this is how i feel at the moment T.T

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Ripazah In reply to ??? [2010-03-14 12:33:29 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow, great job... O_O

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xXBulmaXx [2010-03-09 20:31:41 +0000 UTC]

Delightfully eerie! It reminds me a little of Higurashi, if you know of it
I love the lighting and texture you've used!

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Monikatz [2010-03-09 14:18:04 +0000 UTC]

feel the same like her

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crunchylampshade [2010-03-08 09:05:25 +0000 UTC]

That girl looks alot like that other girl from your previous animation; what was the name of it?

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blackcatkuro [2010-03-08 08:17:11 +0000 UTC]

grabe... Halimamaw ka pre!
XD

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Silvershadowsonic17 [2010-03-07 22:37:24 +0000 UTC]

was that her mother she killed? because in the next picture she's hugging her ghostly mother...just a question is all

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PhantomReyne [2010-03-06 21:28:25 +0000 UTC]

so she killed someone because she misses her mom?

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Lee-Ojousama [2010-03-06 02:35:46 +0000 UTC]

Did she...kill her dad?

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MondoArt [2010-03-05 12:45:35 +0000 UTC]

whooooaaaaaaaa awesome psychoness~~~

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oxkronosxo In reply to ??? [2010-03-05 11:37:04 +0000 UTC]

your not allowed to be happy cause you havent met someone that wants you to be

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mikymaku In reply to ??? [2010-03-05 00:13:05 +0000 UTC]

did she just kill a guy? sweet. i luurve it

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Headmoon In reply to ??? [2010-03-02 22:26:49 +0000 UTC]

woow...
how many hours did you draw her?

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Clampy-TFA In reply to ??? [2010-03-02 21:06:22 +0000 UTC]

It's one of the best deviations I ever seen. It's beautiful !

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alienparade [2010-02-27 16:42:22 +0000 UTC]

Amazing.
It gave me shivvers. ~

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Riguz [2010-02-27 03:02:24 +0000 UTC]

powerful image

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AlphaXXI [2010-02-27 00:36:18 +0000 UTC]

Wow.
Don't know what else to say.

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The-Obsessive-Artist [2010-02-26 23:06:32 +0000 UTC]

I really like this work...really like....I'm not in the postion to buy the print now but maybe in a couple of years, I'll definatly give it a thought....

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JohnDragonov [2010-02-23 22:18:10 +0000 UTC]

i like the party hat.

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hikaku [2010-02-23 21:11:02 +0000 UTC]

I feel a strange closeness to this picture..
Love it. The emotion is overpowering

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Azunatsu [2010-02-23 09:07:31 +0000 UTC]

AWESOME!

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TamaTora [2010-02-22 18:02:28 +0000 UTC]

I love this drawing !!
And I like the way of displaying the emotions !!
Great drawing, like all of your art work^^

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jerrydubb [2010-02-20 20:21:38 +0000 UTC]

This is the most disturbing thing I have ever seen on Deviantart...I LOVE IT FAV!!!!!!

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onionscratch-paper [2010-02-19 11:42:28 +0000 UTC]

Astig! Kaya lang sayang yung pera... lol. May naalala talga akong anime jan... hmm.. ano kaya 'yun?XD

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knytcrawlr [2010-02-18 13:41:59 +0000 UTC]

disturbed...incredible, but disturbed...but incredible!

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Darkchica [2010-02-16 02:07:25 +0000 UTC]

I know...
Your art rocks...

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Thunder-Darkness [2010-02-15 23:05:17 +0000 UTC]

malicious.. yet beautiful...

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huhsmile [2010-02-15 03:52:22 +0000 UTC]

love it <3

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UrgentDeturgent In reply to ??? [2010-02-15 00:49:42 +0000 UTC]

BECAUSE YOU KEEP STABBING PEOPLE CINDY!!!

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xLoveArtx [2010-02-14 12:56:12 +0000 UTC]

It's wonderful.

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jomsky123 [2010-02-14 07:24:52 +0000 UTC]

Mike Is A Filipino! I live at the Philippines Too!

3 Reasons Why Mike Is A Flilipino:

1. That Picure Of WHY CANT I BE HAPPY Show Money When The Girl Killed Her Dad The Upper Left Of The Picture Showa A 1000 Peso (PHILIPPINE MONEY) Bill

2.His DevAccount!

3.His Youtube Account!

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blackcresent [2010-02-13 20:43:05 +0000 UTC]

when i saw your video"draw with me" i nearly cried

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PaintSplat [2010-02-08 21:03:40 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god, amazing, very emoitional

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FellowshipOfTheNerds In reply to ??? [2010-02-07 18:53:24 +0000 UTC]

I it!!! The feel to it is awesome!

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Noqturne In reply to ??? [2010-02-06 21:02:52 +0000 UTC]

*takes out paper*
Hmmm according to this ... THIS. IS. AWESOME.

Fav'd.

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autumn56 In reply to ??? [2010-02-03 00:55:23 +0000 UTC]

Wow that picture is amazing!!! you have some skills!!

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chiisaiyumii [2010-02-01 19:16:30 +0000 UTC]

(at first.. sry 4 my bad english, hope u can understand me)

I love your paintings. They are often full of emotions.. It touchs my heart.. You have an awesome style, but I feel so much sadness in some of your works that I ask me: Are you sad? When I was.. 12 - 17 years old I drawed sad paintings too, because I was been very unhappy. If you really unhappy, I would like to say something.



There are days full of rain. There are people who are cold and without love. But you'll never be alone because there are allways someone who feel like you and understand you..

Hope I dont blame me.. >_>"'

yumiie

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ShaunJoyce [2010-02-01 13:13:19 +0000 UTC]

Awesome stuff!

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XNinjaRed [2010-01-31 10:30:09 +0000 UTC]

Wow,
Nice, very nice.
I love the bloodsplatters on her body.
Such a gothic look. Love it

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AstroRip [2010-01-27 20:48:38 +0000 UTC]

I might not enjoy another birthday again, god the nightmares D=

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Ansteven In reply to ??? [2010-01-25 15:35:38 +0000 UTC]

Reminds me of kill bill anime scene gj

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DarkerEve In reply to ??? [2010-01-22 09:23:26 +0000 UTC]

Simply amazing, is a fantastic art work, very impressive indeed

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gachapin In reply to ??? [2010-01-17 09:21:56 +0000 UTC]

I see Philippine money~ 8D Great job!

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loupblue In reply to ??? [2010-01-16 23:48:37 +0000 UTC]

WOw!!! esta increible!

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XeRo-ArtistiC In reply to ??? [2010-01-13 22:27:05 +0000 UTC]

holy shit bro. creepy much?

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BlueRoseLeaf [2010-01-13 07:05:26 +0000 UTC]

Intense but good work!
poor girl D: sometimes things are just twisted like that. A little rambling: at the moment, I'm sort of at an opposite situation. I dont have much, I'm missing more.. but I have everything I should be okay with...yet I'm not entirely happy. and ever since moving, I can't really connect with anyone or that one person anymore. which kinda sucks. hate being so vulnerable

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BluC [2010-01-13 06:55:34 +0000 UTC]

nice piece, very emotionally captivating.

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UlfaShirayukiHime [2010-01-11 16:20:28 +0000 UTC]

really! really deep feeling!!

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ryuk-d [2010-01-11 14:23:54 +0000 UTC]

this reminds me of an anime
school days

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