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His pants removed,I was unimpressed.
The first I had seen in person,
I realized just how ugly the male penis is.
And his was small,
to put it kindly.
My stripped body lay on his bed,
waiting,
though, not as anxious as I thought I should have been.
It didn't matter anymore.
We were doing it purely for fun,
not feeling.
He wasn't enthused,
which was also unappealing to me.
But again, I didn't care.
It is what it is,
I thought with slight disdain.
I just wanted it to happen.
I just wanted the experience.
To say I had it.
And being that we'd been together a while,
I figured, no harm.
It seemed alright,
at least to me.
We weren't interested in each other,
not really,
but we wanted a good time.
It was decided.
Nothing new to him,
he didn't care.
He went through routine.
Moved my legs to where they needed to be,
kissed me here, there, everywhere,
and went for it.
A look of bland satisfaction on his face,
he penetrated me.
Though it took him a while to find it in the dark.
I was lied to all along.
There was no pain.
There was hardly even feeling.
It bored me,
to be honest.
Maybe he wasn't good.
Maybe it was my fault.
Maybe it was just because
we knew there was no chemistry.
I didn't know.
I didn't care.
He took a while.
But he came,
I guess.
I didn't.
I wasn't pleased at all.
Maybe I just wasn't attracted to him
like I had been,
but it just didn't do much for me.
It was over.
I felt no different.
No older,
no wiser.
Not dirty,
not pure.
I was the same.
I left soon after.
I didn't care to see him for much longer,
and he looked ready for a nap anyway.
A first fuck,
over.
"The most special moment you ever have"
gone.
Ha.
What a laugh.
