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MusicalAnarchy — Keep It Simple
Published: 2013-03-18 05:00:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 73; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Keep It Simple.College.
The point is to be different from high school.
So I changed.
I decided
I didn’t want attachment.
No relationships for me.
That way, I wouldn’t get hurt again.
And it’s been working so far.
I’ve had some fun,
lots of it in fact,
with “friendly friends.”
And I’ve made some comments
on how hot guys were.
But my heart never skipped a beat;
I never felt a thing.
Not until now.
He’s making it so hard.
He’s making me want to go back
to who I was.
And I don’t want that.
The girl who crushes, loves, and loses?
Why would I go back to being her?
He’s “not a relationship kind of guy.”
Which I accepted,
because I’m “not a relationship kind of girl.”
So I figured, keep it casual.
Keep it nonchalant.
It is college after all.
But there’s just something about him
too “cutesy” to be casual.
And I just can’t put my finger on it…
But I can tell you,
whatever it is,
it makes me want him,
so, so much.
and honestly,
that may be the death of who I’ve become…
