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PeterWhale — Life is changing
Published: 2017-11-20 16:15:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 1328; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Life is constantly changing when you change in the first place. By now my life is completely changed. Lately, I realized how far I've gone, and wonder how further I will go... thru the progress keep growing and find a new paths. No one's heard from me for months, but I'm doin' better than I ever was. I don't have contact with family and some of old friends anymore. It's all about Karma. NOW! there is always the law of cause & effect. Trust me if you do something, there's gonna be a reaction. So I'm better off alone than with these toxic people. So, father and stepmother called me for the first time in a month but I didn't answer. Sometimes a parent can create a cancerous environment and you have this internal conflicting feeling about them. You're biologically programmed to love them, but sometimes sharing genetics isn't enough. You shouldn't have to work that hard for someone's love. Family doesn't have to mean "blood related." Good for you to remove yourself from those toxic situations. Whoever it is in your life- if someone presents such a cancerous environment, it just keeps hurting you and even if they are doing it inadvertently and they just don't know better, you should just not have that person in your life. And it's okay, that's not a hateful situation, you just go your own way... I found a true love, he love me unconditionally and everyone fade away to nothin' when i look at him. And if I return to family for one day to clear all things up, I'll say- "I have my official statement: i'm a gay, I get married and finally I'm fucking happy and free!..." it's gonna be shock for them but i don't care about. This is my life, my beautiful chapter with happiness and love! So I wishing everyone around here the same feelings, happy upcoming holidays and new 2018 year full of bliss and conquests! <333
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Well said my friend. Thoughtful, leaving doors open but also looking ahead. I wish I had your wisdom when I was your age, haha. I was more of a bridge burner then. Not so much now, and I'm learning each day, and I think if we are true to ourselves, then we all want to learn and grow...up to the last moment
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That's great you're happy and that's the most important thing
I agree that family does not mean blood ties. I've realised how well I am doing and how much I have offer to world when I move out from my parents. May seem like a miracle, but immidiately, my depression,eating disorders and other mental stuff had vanished. It was the toxic envirement that was killing me, for years. I realize than now, at my age, I am behind the people of the same age as I, but I had a late start, one may call it. I still sometimes get panic attacks or get in the worse moods, but it's nowhere near as I used to be as a teen. Life's good now. I have my partner, too. I have a job and great bosses. I yearn to learn more.
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