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I really hated being told I can't do something.
I can't do something is the under laying line of this message.

I grew up poor with nice thing paid to me but it didn't matter what I had because I got the education and the lifestyle I wanted.
And I was able to get a College Degree.

But that isn't the probably.
It like an Enimem song on the radio and you know something is off just because he grew up with a lifestyle and not caring.
Well I tell you this I really hate that my ideal are stupid that I can't succeed.
Because I am a hard working artist trying to make it in life in a dog eat world.
It doesn't matter I am not good or am.
I knew I came from a long way from not being good to actually being pretty decent at my craft.
But I had to work it all through high school life.

So I am really determine to a make life despite being poor.
I want to conquer and sell skill piece of art in gallery or be a hit on youtube but I can't do that if no one give me a chance and if no one like my stuff.
I work on speedpainting video showing people trick and tip but yet back in my mind I be told I am not good enough at the craft I am present, because all my life I been told I can't succeed in the ideal you are sprouting.
If it not reliable it not credit.
In other word if I make an art piece today and won't get paid money for it in 3 month I am nothing.
So no matter how much you push me down I get back up and get away from it all.
I am determine always will be.
I don't care if it day or night I will make a life fro myself and I will make myself proud.
I don't care if other people are proud as long as I am proud.
They say you are a starving artist and it true but through blood and sheer guts you can make it even living in rough condition.
Yeah you may not have the best of job or the best of money but making a book is no easy game.
Sometime you just got to put yourself in a hard position and make a gamble because making one of these day it going to pay off.
So today, tomorrow, or the next day I will still be determine.

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body div#devskin0 hr { }

I really hated being told I can't do something.
I can't do something is the under laying line of this message.

I grew up poor with nice thing paid to me but it didn't matter what I had because I got the education and the lifestyle I wanted.
And I was able to get a College Degree.

But that isn't the probably.
It like an Enimem song on the radio and you know something is off just because he grew up with a lifestyle and not caring.
Well I tell you this I really hate that my ideal are stupid that I can't succeed.
Because I am a hard working artist trying to make it in life in a dog eat world.
It doesn't matter I am not good or am.
I knew I came from a long way from not being good to actually being pretty decent at my craft.
But I had to work it all through high school life.

So I am really determine to a make life despite being poor.
I want to conquer and sell skill piece of art in gallery or be a hit on youtube but I can't do that if no one give me a chance and if no one like my stuff.
I work on speedpainting video showing people trick and tip but yet back in my mind I be told I am not good enough at the craft I am present, because all my life I been told I can't succeed in the ideal you are sprouting.
If it not reliable it not credit.
In other word if I make an art piece today and won't get paid money for it in 3 month I am nothing.
So no matter how much you push me down I get back up and get away from it all.
I am determine always will be.
I don't care if it day or night I will make a life fro myself and I will make myself proud.
I don't care if other people are proud as long as I am proud.
They say you are a starving artist and it true but through blood and sheer guts you can make it even living in rough condition.
Yeah you may not have the best of job or the best of money but making a book is no easy game.
Sometime you just got to put yourself in a hard position and make a gamble because making one of these day it going to pay off.
So today, tomorrow, or the next day I will still be determine.