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one of my faults is that i have trouble expressing any 'negative' emotions, usually becoming tightlipped and closed off whenever i get hurt, until later when i have time to myself. life packed a wallop a few weeks ago, changing something which i loved more that i knew at that time, and since then i haven't been quite myself.

i'm also going to be making a major location change in under two months, i'll be moving to california. with that, i'm saying goodbyes and see-ya-laters to those most dear to me, some of those whom i've known for almost ten years.

i'm starting to understand why i've been drawing the amount that i have the past couple weeks and why the 'subject' matter and media i've been using: the image of myself, my world, and my grand purpose, is changing. most of these drawings, the ink ones, are more of a journal of this time of my life than anything else. this change is often scary and sometimes painful, but my curiosity for what will be left after my last mask is dissolved keeps me motivated. for i know, as dark as it gets, it'll be as bright.

this was done with ink and without a mirror, so don't get any ideas this IS me, just what i think i look like...

with luck, o-face

Description
one of my faults is that i have trouble expressing any 'negative' emotions, usually becoming tightlipped and closed off whenever i get hurt, until later when i have time to myself. life packed a wallop a few weeks ago, changing something which i loved more that i knew at that time, and since then i haven't been quite myself.

i'm also going to be making a major location change in under two months, i'll be moving to california. with that, i'm saying goodbyes and see-ya-laters to those most dear to me, some of those whom i've known for almost ten years.

i'm starting to understand why i've been drawing the amount that i have the past couple weeks and why the 'subject' matter and media i've been using: the image of myself, my world, and my grand purpose, is changing. most of these drawings, the ink ones, are more of a journal of this time of my life than anything else. this change is often scary and sometimes painful, but my curiosity for what will be left after my last mask is dissolved keeps me motivated. for i know, as dark as it gets, it'll be as bright.

this was done with ink and without a mirror, so don't get any ideas this IS me, just what i think i look like...

with luck, o-face