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I'm terrified of a friend. It seems no matter what I hurt him. He then goes to other people and vents about it. I left the channel for his sake. Something horrible happened to him when I was in a bad place. My alter was trying to protect me but we had no idea it would have lead to what happened. I'm terrified of hurting him again because if I do something bad might happen. I never asked for this I never asked to have such a bad background I never asked to have so many mental illnesses. So i'll just- keep away. I'm terrified of talking to him about this anyway because he might tell his friends and I can't take that kind of stress.

Description
I'm terrified of a friend. It seems no matter what I hurt him. He then goes to other people and vents about it. I left the channel for his sake. Something horrible happened to him when I was in a bad place. My alter was trying to protect me but we had no idea it would have lead to what happened. I'm terrified of hurting him again because if I do something bad might happen. I never asked for this I never asked to have such a bad background I never asked to have so many mental illnesses. So i'll just- keep away. I'm terrified of talking to him about this anyway because he might tell his friends and I can't take that kind of stress.