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It's been close to two months since my last drawing of one of my ocs. No, War doesn't count, that was just a little me joke with my fursona.
Past couple months have been a growing demotivation when it came to my art. A feeling of that I haven't been improving at all with my art, that I've failed to get anywhere with my art over the past five years, getting begged for art by a certain someone that I'm not going to name and never respecting my wishes when I didn't feel like drawing or was an emotional wreck, and for the first time ever just feeling a growing disconnection with the characters I've been drawing since I started this shit.
I draw something, and I scrap it instead. I have an idea, and I feel like it's too stupid to go through with. I have a whole ass comic that I've been writing in my head since May 2018, and not once have I felt it was good enough to get out there, and even when I did feel like it was fine, I felt like it'd just flop anyways and just be a fucking waste of time.
I've been trying to find a way to gain my motivation back, but instead it feels like I've been hit with a roadblock so big it might as well be a dead end.
Everything I've done has just felt like one big waste of time that I'm starting to enjoy doing less and less nowadays.

I don't really know what to do anymore.

Description
It's been close to two months since my last drawing of one of my ocs. No, War doesn't count, that was just a little me joke with my fursona.
Past couple months have been a growing demotivation when it came to my art. A feeling of that I haven't been improving at all with my art, that I've failed to get anywhere with my art over the past five years, getting begged for art by a certain someone that I'm not going to name and never respecting my wishes when I didn't feel like drawing or was an emotional wreck, and for the first time ever just feeling a growing disconnection with the characters I've been drawing since I started this shit.
I draw something, and I scrap it instead. I have an idea, and I feel like it's too stupid to go through with. I have a whole ass comic that I've been writing in my head since May 2018, and not once have I felt it was good enough to get out there, and even when I did feel like it was fine, I felt like it'd just flop anyways and just be a fucking waste of time.
I've been trying to find a way to gain my motivation back, but instead it feels like I've been hit with a roadblock so big it might as well be a dead end.
Everything I've done has just felt like one big waste of time that I'm starting to enjoy doing less and less nowadays.

I don't really know what to do anymore.