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I need you to love me.
Before words aren't enough and our army trembles with the knowledge that there's no going back.
Before red, and orange, before yellow tongues that make our legs crumble and turn to dust.
Before yes and no cease to matter and before my brain decides it'd be better off with a hole through the middle.
Before I really start to love you.
3 months ago, back then, before I knew what it was to love a dead man.
3 months ago, back then, before the reply was more important than the question
3 months ago, back then, before my soul cracked and crumbled, like the fires of hell had decided it tasted better toasted.
3 months ago, back then, before it started to get difficult to be around people.
I needed you to love me 3 months ago, back then, before you went away, before I tripped off a cliff and ended up in this sorry state, before the words "nothing more" meant nothing more to me than the leaves above my head.

Description
I need you to love me.
Before words aren't enough and our army trembles with the knowledge that there's no going back.
Before red, and orange, before yellow tongues that make our legs crumble and turn to dust.
Before yes and no cease to matter and before my brain decides it'd be better off with a hole through the middle.
Before I really start to love you.
3 months ago, back then, before I knew what it was to love a dead man.
3 months ago, back then, before the reply was more important than the question
3 months ago, back then, before my soul cracked and crumbled, like the fires of hell had decided it tasted better toasted.
3 months ago, back then, before it started to get difficult to be around people.
I needed you to love me 3 months ago, back then, before you went away, before I tripped off a cliff and ended up in this sorry state, before the words "nothing more" meant nothing more to me than the leaves above my head.