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That dream was hopeless,
But I clung to it.
I always prayed, wished for
The right guy
That I’d stay with forever
Like so many of the people
At this place
I guess I expected perfection
I guess I didn’t see you were a person too
I guess I didn’t think clearly when the moment counted
I guess I was a mistake for you.

The dream was hopeless,
But I clung to it.
I looked at the stars every night
And wondered if you were looking
At the exact same ones as me
It’d only be a matter of seconds
Just like that, I’d be happy
I guess I was really in love
I guess I should have kept it in check
I guess I wish I didn’t fall so much for you
I guess I didn’t realize that I wasn’t that great

The dream was hopeless,
But I clung onto it.
I hated that week long separation.
Everyday, I’d beg to sneak on.
Every time, I got a no
So I just slowly lost it
While you slowly kindled a new love
And I was oblivious, waiting to come back
I guess I should’ve told you find someone else
I guess I wouldn’t have been so broken then
I guess I didn’t really realize how much you meant to me.
I guess I should have told you what you were to me.

The dream was hopeless,
But I clung onto it.
I broke your heart too, didn’t I?
Because, I can’t see it as your fault
Because, I was so self-centered
Well, that was a helluva mistake
‘Cause I can’t help but cry
Just at the sound of your name or hers
I guess I should just give up now
I guess I could just forget about you
I guess I won’t be able to say that you were my first love.
I guess that dream I’m still clinging on is hopeless.