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I miss you [far too much, I must say].
Doesn't matter if I never met you,
Doesn't matter if I never really loved you,
Doesn't matter if I never will see you,
I miss you.

And I swear [up and down, side to side].
I hate the fact that I had that chance,
I hate the fact that I threw it away,
I hate the fact that I will never have it back,
so I swear.

I despise [this mess of thoughts].
I wish you could've waited before finding another,
I wish you could've acted like you regretted losing me,
I wish you could've just thought of me,
I despise.

And I say [lies and deception, rude and cruel].
I don't believe I actually cried when I learned of her,
I don't believe I feel happy you've lost her already,
I don't believe I laughed aloud when I saw that,
so I say.

I miss you [still, after all that time].
Even though I really shouldn't by now,
Even though I really do like a new [better, I'd like to say] one now,
Even though I really wish I wasn't so bitter,
I miss you.