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artist's noteOne of the reasons i am... Briefly coming back
I am here to say... I deeply regret anything i had done in the past...
As time went on... After i had left and given my credits to an insane monster... I often dwelled on what had happened. And as time went on... The regret and grief struck into my heart even more. As i grew more mature, more quiet... The guilt that came with realizing how horrid my actions- both as characters in rp and in personal- had really been. I realized how much i had really fucked up. How heartless and selfish i had been in those times. The guilt and shame of realizing what i had done has been plaguing my mind for many weeks now, and i am basically here to say... I am deeply sorry for everything i have done. Remembering those friendships i shattered now, those horrible decisions i had made, how many people i had hurt... It just... Really lays heavy on my back. I hate what i have done. I hate everything that happened. Even when i am more mature now, i hate what i had done back then and literally everything that happened.... I regret everything that happened and i grieve for everyone... I'm so sorry... I'm so, so sorry.
I know it's hard to forgive... And rather, maybe unforgiveable. But i at least wanted to say something about the regret for what happened instead of hiding in the shadows and just watching
I'm sorry for my characters' and I's actions
I'm sorry for leaving
I'm sorry for being so self centered and immature
I'm not looking to rekindle friendships... Knowing what happened last time, the thought of hurting someone scares me
And i wouldnt want anyone hurt again
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You four... And you two especially... Everyone who i want to see this probably wont see this. But... I'm sorry for everything... For leaving you. For lying... And i hope you're doing well in life... Good luck
I'm a better person now, though the past still weighs heavy. But... I'm trying to be kind... And stay better
Even if a little fault lays with some of the people i was with... I still admit with integrity that it was mostly my past self's actions who caused this chaotic mess....
Overall once again... I am deepy sorry for... Everything.
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Spring!Asriel. Even if i wont be active much... Still wanted to draw a character for old time's sake