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Description A)

("staccat10: 1")

.end of this sentence the beginning of a new one :::

(setting of scene is as follows: a room nothing more nothing less white walls blank faces

purity.)

direct quote from the journals scrawled in half-ink and hour-glass:

"the lights in here are too bright the traffic outside screeches too much the clock in the kitchen is ticking too loudly the leak in the ceiling keeps on dripping regardless of this i can't

get out (these lights still flickering) i am not a moth i am not a moth drawn to your light i think i left the oven on is the computer still running do i need to feed the dogs i pour a drink it overflows there is no cup only concrete and a

   vast
       900 foot abyss

right beneath my feet i think i better move two inches to the left i might fall in"






B / C)

("translocat___________e: a study in mo.veme.nt") and ("rubidiumA: a story of no

words")


[[[[[[  i'm out the door i'm 12 weeks late i board the plane it doesn't take off i sit in the seat

it's not very comfortable there is nobody else on board not even a flight attendant fuck where the

fuck are the flight attendants i'm parched i need a drink i hear footsteps are those footsteps? why

do they echo like that (stepPPP -> ePP -> ePP) i feel a presence here like a

phantasm_spectre_ghost______ i am not alone here the weeds are poking through the cracks in my

floorboards the windows are always open because they're broken (shattered)

/////////////////////////////////////////////a transition into the present tense

i've left the TV on for weeks it still shows static ;;;;;;;;
every so often a bird flys through i don't really care i find it fleeting

      i'm feeling like i should of changed something or gotten brain surgery long ago
             something up there is malfunctioning: i could use a tune-up; a nice jolt;;;
   i want to be smarter i want to be stronger oh oh oh i want to save the world
oh oh oh i want to save the world, oh oh oh i love america, oH!

this is electricity like a livewire



i've left the radio on for days i never hear a thing it still plays static;;;;
   (a crackling of voiceshantasm;reminiscentartly







D)

   ("Untitled in Three Acts")



I.

i always wished my neighbors were a little bit uglier
     they always went hottubbing in their front yard, next to the old
        NuclearMissile

i felt so jealous


the girls and the boys i want that

why can't i have that?


i want to be back on that plane again it was friendly there i met nice people they talked to me and

i read in-flight magazines and everything was fine so high up in the sky



II.

keRRaNNGGG!a mushroom cloud
exploded on the ground;Sounding;
it's so damn LOUD

      whirring sound like the sound my washing machine makes when i put too much detergent in it
lots of screaming - why so much screaming?


          sky is rapidly receding
   why must it go away like that?
i enjoyed it
being up there
looking down


seeing everything


    i wave goodbye to the clouds and say hello to the ground (which is getting closer rather fast)


II.


i still stare at the static on my TV screen
the earth is dry this ground is flat this water is thirst this food is hunger
       


all of my possessions in a

           cardboardShack

  TesseracTed and set into structures (a cruel architecture)




i shut the blinds i never liked the winter sun it's been getting hotter every year i think i might

just








explode

   









this isn't reality this isn't a dream I'M FEELING CAUGHT IN THE IN-BETWEENS
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Comments: 3

LadyCalliopeMykonos [2011-05-31 09:54:55 +0000 UTC]

this is like a vortexed explosion of conciousness congrats!

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tetrarchangel [2008-04-25 16:02:22 +0000 UTC]

'why

do they echo like that (stepPPP -> ePP -> ePP) i feel a presence here like a

phantasm_spectre_ghost______ i am not alone here the weeds are poking through the cracks in my

floorboards the windows are always open because they're broken (shattered)'

Unimaginably sublime.

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cyanidedrinker [2008-04-22 02:23:50 +0000 UTC]

i love the last part
especially
" TesseracTed and set into structures (a cruel architecture) "

this is great.

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