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   Who am I? I've never ever known
   never had no one, never had a real home.
   I'm told its there, there is a real me
   but were he is I cannot see.
   The fact is simple I don't really care,
   the truth is obvious I'm not really there.
   Why wont my memories vanish into the black?
   I must be cursed as they keep coming back.
   Who am I, do I honestly want to know?
   The answer is simple, when will the pain go?
   Some days I could vanish never to be found,
   turn to dust and blow away into the ground.
   I feel I've no right to exist as a man
   but there must be a reason, must be a plan.
   Why am I always a mess, my head in the air?
   the truth I can now see, I'm not really there!