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There is so much going on right now and it's getting harder to deal with every day. Im confused and scared and ashamed of my past and wish more than anything that I could go back and change it. I'm holding on with all my strength but It's frightening to think that it might not be enough. I would never think about making the same mistakes as before, I couldn't do that to my family, but it's hard to see past all the hurt and fear.

I've noticed one thing about myself and that is that every time I go through a hard patch in my life, the harder it is for me to function, there is always something beautiful that is created at the end. And although I am able to admit that now and see it clearly it's extremely hard to remember that when I'm stuck in the deepest darkest places.

I am trying and will continue to try but I can't help but wonder, how much is too much?

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There is so much going on right now and it's getting harder to deal with every day. Im confused and scared and ashamed of my past and wish more than anything that I could go back and change it. I'm holding on with all my strength but It's frightening to think that it might not be enough. I would never think about making the same mistakes as before, I couldn't do that to my family, but it's hard to see past all the hurt and fear.

I've noticed one thing about myself and that is that every time I go through a hard patch in my life, the harder it is for me to function, there is always something beautiful that is created at the end. And although I am able to admit that now and see it clearly it's extremely hard to remember that when I'm stuck in the deepest darkest places.

I am trying and will continue to try but I can't help but wonder, how much is too much?