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I truly sometimes don't know if I should be pissed at fate or at myself...
That I can't swallow my pride, that sometimes I wish I could leave everything, give up...
But with a smile you encourage me to shine, to fight...
I don't understand how im not capable to give up onto adversity, but if you look at me I fall down not even thinking about the battle...

You know? Many times I have thought on keep on fighting, many times I think that if you came into my life it happened with a purpose, and I should not let you go...

It's so odd, so weird all this...

That I would do anything to find what's inside of you, what is that you feel, what is it that you fear...
And that, that small battle to come back to light it's inside of me...
And I would do anything to have you here with me, hug you, and let you know that I never want to give up...
But as time goes by, the distance grows as well, and I feel too tiny to fight this...
I have this desire to hug you, and to transmite to you a bit of my hope, share it with you...

I don't want to let you go, I have no intentions to do so...
But I would really like some divine help to achieve this...

I wish that the strength in my heart could encourage this situation...
Which I don't see on a selfish way, but for both of us...
That i would love to do something for you...
And it hurts that not everything you are going through is at my reach, let me in, just a bit further...
You will se nothing is going to fail, as you do your part, I will give everything from me, EVERYTHING, without thinking it twice...

I just want a bit of strength, I know I can, I want it, I desire it...
I know that this time, it will be different, it willbe something new...