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Augh... this is so old, I drew this back in May when I first lost the internet and only had coloring pencils.Being depressed fucking sucks.
And I know her hand is drawn wrong... apprently I couldn't draw hands back then!
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Foxkit [2006-09-03 14:28:08 +0000 UTC]
The emotion here? Raw. Brilliant. Brave. And well DAMN, girl, even though you "only had colored pencils," your artwork is frickin' AMAZING. I mean, I'd never actually carry out anything like what you've depicted. o_o But, the sadness? I can relate. And it's a GOOD THING you're getting this out on paper, because some people....well, they wouldn't. And they don't. So good for you. : )
Stay positive, and let that emotion out in your art. 'S good for ya. : )
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spookybananas [2006-09-03 11:30:27 +0000 UTC]
Aww this is very well drawn hun and also quiteβ¦morbid O_O
When I got depressed a few years back I was not sad so much, but very *hideously* angry at every one lol
Your art always makes me feelβ¦something = D
Thatβs a good thing because that means that you can draw from your heart and put down your emotion on to paper
I love your art work, I wish I could be as good as you on day *dream*
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Zombie-Pip In reply to spookybananas [2006-09-03 13:41:27 +0000 UTC]
You are as good as me, if not better... I mean have you SEEN your own amazing photoshop skills?! they are SEXYLICIOUS!
You likely use photoshop the RIGHT way.. I do everything on one layer cuz I dunno how to even work the program properly..
I suck. D:
So give yourself points, you deserve them more then anything! Usually the nicest people in the world don't have two talents, and you DO! ...1: being the nicest person in the world, 2: ART TALENT!
I loves yooou! *clings*
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chibimiester888 [2006-09-02 21:07:36 +0000 UTC]
nice shading job, you can't even tell thatits done with color pencils :]
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CranBerryKitten [2006-09-02 19:33:10 +0000 UTC]
hahah great again.. now you wont update for whaaa another 8
months?...-.-,. COME BACK
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Zombie-Pip In reply to CranBerryKitten [2006-09-03 00:43:49 +0000 UTC]
I'm sorry Daaaannnaaa!! DDDD: I will try my best to. >_<
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CranBerryKitten In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-03 01:33:31 +0000 UTC]
I miss ya chick!!!!
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deadaccount11 [2006-09-02 09:52:22 +0000 UTC]
omg! omg! this is just terrible, is that life you're being through right now???? I can feel that you wanna die??? oh noooooo!!
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Zombie-Pip In reply to deadaccount11 [2006-09-03 00:50:05 +0000 UTC]
Yep... unfortunately its how I constantly feel these days.
Did you know it's illegal to kill yourself, and if you fail you'll be put into jail? How fucked up is that, because the government OWNS you. *sighs*
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deadaccount11 In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-03 20:12:11 +0000 UTC]
not here in Sweden, but yet very less than 1000 people commit suicide every year in Sweden. but yet, suicide is never the answer, I also had suicide thoughts for couples of years ago, but Im saved now, thanks to friends and I broke up with that asshole, who hurted me a lot. Just for you to know, it won't have to be that. And what about people you love? Do you really wanna die? I mean we only live once, not twice. Just think about it, you don't really wanna do this? And what mades you depressed? Are you heartbroken? or you just confused with your life? Just for you to know, I also wanted to die, but then later I realise that Im not done with my life yet and there's things you can do to cope with pain, well happy pills aren't solution, but you're start drawing again and what about write? Write out the feelings! Or why not go far up and try for ski? Skiing helped me a lot, it was my therapi. I forgot bad things, I started to work out. It helps. Try, it's better than nothing at all, just do your best.
Love Dana
P.S. Aries are the warrior, warriors never gives up, unless absolutley neassersary! I know you are Aries, we have almost same birhtday, don't you remember when we both drawed presents to each others? My birthdate was 24th Marsh and yours 25th Marsh. I know you have fire inside of your heart and soul, you jut need to find it and bring it out. Get out from the dark circle. I know you can, you're not week! Don't think like that! Just don't! If there's something else you like to say something, do it. Im still on MSN after all. If you can't, at least sent some letter by email.
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Zombie-Pip In reply to deadaccount11 [2006-09-03 20:38:42 +0000 UTC]
Dana, thank you so much for your inspiring words... They really put me into a deep thought.
Why I'm depressed you ask? Yes I'm heartbroken, im broken in general, in every single way and more.
Everything is going wrong in my life, I'm losing friends, money, simply everything. SO much is happening at once I don't think I can take it anymore, dying just seems so much easier and so much of a relief of everything you know? Rather than dealing with all this pressure, stress and misery. Why not die when you actually want to, rather then when you're old on your deathbed praying to a god for hope and to give you more life... as you live on you constantly watch people around you die, life does not get better, it only gets worse. Think about it, its a sad fucking world we live in.
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deadaccount11 In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-03 21:36:00 +0000 UTC]
you're welcome. Um one thing. My cousin also lost everything, when he started to take drug after being so abused during military, he lost suddenly friends, family, money, all becuase of drugs and also were throw to jail, many times, although it just made him taking more.
I know your not taking drugs, hopefully not, but there must be someway to help you out. I mean, you just 19, just for 5-6months ago, you had family, job, friends and car-liecense? What happend now? Where you caught? You got fired? Did someone hurt you so much? Then if that, why are you keep letting this happend? Omg, I wish I could help you more, but.... I found something, that you could check this out, I think maybe this helps you more than my own words. [link] I know your deep down, but at least check this out.
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Zombie-Pip In reply to deadaccount11 [2006-09-04 02:49:36 +0000 UTC]
I've been to that site before... it pretty just tells me to go get help, but I can't talk to strangers, they will only catogorize me to be the same as all the other depressed victims.
But thank you Dana, I appretiate your help. *hugs*
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deadaccount11 In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-04 08:11:03 +0000 UTC]
well, at least I tried.... all I can do now is to wish you the best. *hugs*
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IloveStan In reply to ??? [2006-09-02 09:05:05 +0000 UTC]
Wow. This is really impressive and it really captures that feeling.
I hope things get better for you soon hon.
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Zombie-Pip In reply to IloveStan [2006-09-03 00:51:53 +0000 UTC]
Thanks dearest... *hugs*
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NightDrawer [2006-09-02 07:17:33 +0000 UTC]
your finaly back on dA, yaaaaay and quite a sweet restart i love this drawing
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Zombie-Pip In reply to NightDrawer [2006-09-03 00:55:42 +0000 UTC]
I'm not quite back yet... I'm so fucked over for money I can't afford the internet. I'm at a friend's house using her's... Sorry sug'
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NightDrawer In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-03 08:22:58 +0000 UTC]
aaah damn thats to bad, i missed your art so much , i even think it has improved (again
)
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GoPatchy In reply to ??? [2006-09-02 05:28:13 +0000 UTC]
Omg Leeya! That's so freakin' awesome and angsty and yes, being sad really fucking sucks. (last time I got really sad though was for a dumb reason ) Aaanyways, kick ass suicide picture, amiga!
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southpark903 In reply to ??? [2006-09-02 03:37:21 +0000 UTC]
O.O OMG. LEEYA ART. and blood. woot
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invader-ace [2006-09-02 03:21:36 +0000 UTC]
Damn I know how ya feel, but this picture is quite good, its twisted, it almost reminds me of remnants of JtHM
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Zombie-Pip In reply to invader-ace [2006-09-03 01:08:28 +0000 UTC]
aww.. speaking of JtHM, I miss that comic.. my friend stole it from me and wont give it back. -_-;
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invader-ace In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-03 01:18:24 +0000 UTC]
Sorreh, hey you know i got all 7 comics on CD if you want I can send ya em or somein?
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Zombie-Pip In reply to invader-ace [2006-09-03 01:19:45 +0000 UTC]
I dont have my own internet... -_- I'm at a friend's right now and I can't be on for too long. *sighs*
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invader-ace In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-03 01:37:44 +0000 UTC]
Awwws -cuddles- Poor Leeya I missed j00.
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FoxyRoxy237 [2006-09-02 03:18:58 +0000 UTC]
I feel your pain. I was deeply depressed too..... it sucks.
But this picture is so awesome Leeya! The coloring is perfect with the blood, awesome!!
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laithwen In reply to ??? [2006-09-02 03:09:31 +0000 UTC]
Eeep, your shading and coloring is amazing. :0 I love the shadows on the face of the girl in the bottom left-hand corner, and also the eyes on the girl in color. The blood looks very realistic too.
This is a very intense, emotive piece. I like it.
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lil-azn-kit [2006-09-02 03:07:57 +0000 UTC]
dude, everything you draw is awesome to meee~
...You can draw guns!? O:
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lil-azn-kit In reply to Zombie-Pip [2006-09-03 04:24:33 +0000 UTC]
That's OK, so do I xD
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BroflovskiFan [2006-09-02 02:23:02 +0000 UTC]
holy shit girl this is amazing! you have some serious pencil crayon skills there! wow, you make it look so smooth. surre, this is kind of creepy and fucked up, but's it's just so well drawn, how could i not fave? the bullet going through the girl's head is a little gruesome but hey, whatcha gonna do? i hope you weren't contemplating suicide!!!! also, fingers. love how you drawn them so skinny and long.
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blue-fire [2006-09-02 02:09:16 +0000 UTC]
I am so very in love with how you draw eyes.
And nooses, apparently.
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toastybat [2006-09-02 01:32:45 +0000 UTC]
Oh my god, I am in love with this.
There's a lot of emotion and just... wow, Leeya.
I love the one where she's shooting herself in the head. I love that effect.
Ahhh you are so great. ;__;
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athena1999 In reply to ??? [2006-09-02 01:30:18 +0000 UTC]
You really captured it. The way you only colored the blood makes it stand out even more!
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TuesdayTomorrow [2006-09-02 00:59:21 +0000 UTC]
yes it does fucking suck, but this is awesome. I love how the one shooting herself is all pencil except her eyes and her blood. JUST AWESOME!
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