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Oh, what a nice welcome. Thank you!
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It's a beautiful beautiful place... It was the first CITY I felt at home in, you know? You feel at home with your friends, with your bed, with your belongings. But never like this. Never in a City. Never have I felt like I do in London. One day. One day.
Hello!
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It is so so beautiful. Something about London is different than cities, if that makes sense? And yes, I so agree! One day :]
How are you?
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London is a beautiful place indeed. But what made it clear to me that I belong there is that I felt like LIVING there, like a real life with a job and an apartment and grocery shopping and telephone bills. The overheated tube, the rush of people in the stations, the tourists, the rain, the fact that it's one of those cities that never really go to sleep... All those things felt familiar, and it felt like I could just melt into London, it'd devour me, and take care of me. Everything felt real. Which is what I've missed for so, so long. Sorry, I type too much. That always happens.
But yes, it really is different. The air is different in London.
I am slightly emotional, tired as it's five thirty in the morning here, but I'm okay. I had a great evening, so I'm good. How are you?
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I seriously just agree with all of that so much. So so much.
It's a home.
Haha, oh five thirties. I know. And that's great! I'm good. I woke up at 3:45 for some reason and it was fun because I was up and no one else was up and it felt special.
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Yeah... It's even worse when you have friends/acquaintances living there. So jealous. I don't know if I know them well enough to stay at their place either. If I do a spontaneous trip I might have to ask them though.
Yes.
Wow, that's nice. I never wake up early - I tend to sleep and sleep forever until the sun goes down again. But nights and early mornings are special. It does really feel like the time is ones own. Or at least for me.
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I KNOW RIGHT. And ooh do it
Well I'm a swimmer, we get up at 5am often for practices 
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Oh, I see... I used to love swimming, water is my element in more ways than one. I haven't been swimming for almost two years now. Just doesn't happen anymore. I sort of miss it.
The sky is always so beautiful when the sun sets and rises. I am a bigger fan of the moon though - the red moon is the most beautiful and terrifying thing I've ever seen.
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Aww two years? How have you lasted that long?! Im like... Two weeks=huge headache and missing it
I knowww. All the colours! And oh my gosh oh my gosh yes yes
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Sorry for not replying for so long - I keep forgetting things. I'm even forgetting to write things up so I wont forget. Sigh.
I don't know, really. I guess it has a lot to do with how I grew uncomfortable with my body, and since.. Well, just never happened.
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it's okay 
Aww I'm sorry 
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I'll try to be more consistent then, haha.
It does, but what can you do, you know? Now, people scare me too much. Too many strangers make me nervous.
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Haha
I know. And I guess you'll have to re-work yourself back up to getting used to it? Like when we were little kids, remember?
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Oh, I wish I could remember.
I'm naturally socially awkward, but I guess I could practice. People are terrifying. But what else is there to do.
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Ah well. Who's counting?
Social awkwardness, like everything else, just needs time, and also finding people who like you and your social awkwardness is helpful
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I am, unfortunately, haha. I'm obsessed with numbers.
Ah, yes... It's a bit more complex than that in my situation. Hm. Generally everything goes well until we get too close, that's when they get scared and pull away. I guess I'm a bit scarier than I'd like to think. But generally, no one ever stays.
Sorry for the delay with the reply - once again.
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Really? How so?
Huh, I wonder why people get scared? It sounds like a repetition of something completely irrational.
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Don't know, just do. Always been like that, I suppose?
Oh, most fears are irrational. Fear of me might not be, depending on which day you catch me. I'm a bit too good with words, so I know just where it hurts the most. And when I lose control, when I get angry or defensive, I use this to my advantage, apparently. Those are the kind of things that scare people. Because people are always, always afraid of getting hurt. That's why most keep their guard up, always. It's human to try as hard as possible to avoid pain, you know?
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Probably
That would make a lot of sense. People do always avoid pain.
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Yeah. Many also chose to hurt before the get hurt themselves.
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Our first instinct is always to protect ourselves. After all, if we are getting hurt, we can't prevent hurt anywhere else anyway
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Yes, indeed. A lot of people also expect people to hurt them, and keep their guard up, constantly. People are so complex.
There's also the thing, in my case, where people try to help me. Save me. Or something. But when they fail, I'm guessing they feel disappointed, they feel like a failure, and therefore pull away and pretend it never happened. I keep to myself nowadays, this has made me more self conscious as well.
God, I am slow with replies. I hope your week has been well!
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People are insanely complex. Trying to figure them out is just odd.
That is a bad way to do that. I mean, pulling away is just defeating the purpose in the first place, but also odd intentions.
Ha sorry I am too lately! I hope yours has been well too
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Indeed. Time and Space is just as complex - a few years ago, a friend of mine told me to not think about time too much, it just gives you a headache. I don't even know if he's alive anymore, but this piece of advice has stuck with me.
Well, as you said. People are complex. They rarely ever know what they want. And they're terrified.
Thank you. It was an interesting week, that one. This one should be spent working on a project, but this far, it's been spent sleeping. Hm.
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His advice makes sense. Although generally I tend to get lost in the forgetting.
Yes, YES that.
Haha, that's what I do too...
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Yeah. I didn't understand it back then - he was the same age as me yet so much brighter, though now I know what he meant. And I do that too, I always seem to forget the wrong things. Forget to eat, forget to clean, forget to change the sheets. Forget when the store closes, forget what day it is. Forgetting the time.
Yeah. The scared part is what makes me hate being human - I hate fear. I hate having fear in my body.
Hey, at least it's sleep! Some people never sleep. Not sure how they make it. Sleep is practically the only thing I do.
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Oh man we're twins. I forget all that too! It's to the point where I need to be in a sport or workout system so that I'll be reminded by hunger to. Eat regularly. Because you're more hungry more often if you work out... Yeesh.
I agree. Fear, just no.
YES I know. Insomnia. I hate it. I went through a very bad insomniac year and it was the worst thing ever... I couldn't get past the point where you're half awake/half asleep
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I disappeared for a month. Sorry, I've just not been able to write and felt down and didn't go on.
I'm forgetting to drink tea lately which is bad because I need tea to get by. My worst days are days where I've forgotten tea. My last breakdown was the third day of no tea because I'd forgotten. Tea is good. Teacups. Tea and internetshopping. Shopping therapy from home so I don't have to go out... Haha.
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It's cool- I'm glad you're back!
Teaaaaa tea is just amazing ok agreement. And Internet shopping- I need to try that it sounds cool
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I wouldn't say I'm back - I haven't written anything good in quite a while. Everything is just rough and badly phrased and I think I'm losing my touch. Oh well. How are you?
What would we do without tea?
I like buying things I absolutely don't need, the best place for finding those things is the internet.
The world didn't end at all, and I don't know if I should be disappointed?
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That's my life right now.
I KNOW tea
Haha really?
I'm not sure either. College apps -.-
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I'm terribly sorry for not replying - once again. Happy new year! I hope you're doing well. I'm really not good at this instant-messaging kind of thing. Sometimes I think I'd make a good penpal, but I'd probably forget to write back. Forget, forget, forget.
Everyone seems so busy with school, haha.
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haha it's cool- happy new year to you also!
yes- exams
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Makes me nervous about going back to school. People just seem to be stressed out.
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Oh yeah. That's really true
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Stress was never my forte. I want to study though. How about you, what are you studying?
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In school? Psychology. Yourself?
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Interesting I presume?
Oh, I don't know.. I haven't studied anything in a looong time. I'd like to study writing, one day, but too many share that dream for it to be within reach. I'll just... study people in the park for the time being.
I used to want to be an archaeologist - I was 7. I guess I was interested in people quite early. I was better with people as a child, I was so sociable. Talked to strangers on the bus and everything, haha.
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people are indeed extremely interesting beings
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We also hold a lot of contests with great prizes, so keep your eye out for them!
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