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Description "Even when you hate me, I'm always there for you."

224 , because it did was for his sake…

Kishimoto-san owns everything.


No ref. except 398&402/01.
Do not bite.
And many thanks to ~Satalex for precious advices They saved my sorry butt.
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atkemi [2010-03-23 11:36:43 +0000 UTC]

Gratuluje pomysΕ‚u!Bardzo mi siΔ™ podoba.

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salette [2008-07-08 18:29:05 +0000 UTC]

add, i love

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RuRuii [2008-06-07 22:07:41 +0000 UTC]

your coloring technique is awesome and the way u manage the balance in ur work is just flawless o,o! portraying the feelings and the mood not only the visual~Lovely as always Thumbs UP for the two hunks there!

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Abigel In reply to RuRuii [2008-06-08 03:30:16 +0000 UTC]

Whoa, thank you very much! ^.^

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RuRuii In reply to Abigel [2008-06-08 06:54:40 +0000 UTC]

np

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chloeleunghk [2008-06-06 15:41:33 +0000 UTC]

everytime I see your art.....I would love more!!
I hope I can collect all your artwork!^^

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Abigel In reply to chloeleunghk [2008-06-06 16:48:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much, you flatter me ^^" I can only be happy me being a fan is of some meaning to others too ^__^

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ChrisDayo [2008-06-04 06:43:01 +0000 UTC]

Niiice how sad but joyful in a way

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Abigel In reply to ChrisDayo [2008-06-04 06:46:30 +0000 UTC]

I need to be in mood to appreciate this picture, otherwise it's simply funny to me

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ChrisDayo In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 06:48:43 +0000 UTC]

When you can laugh at your own work that's when you know it's awesome XD
heh heh ya make me laugh Ab XD

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Abigel In reply to ChrisDayo [2008-06-04 06:55:09 +0000 UTC]

;D It's always good to not take oneself too seriously : )

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ChrisDayo In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 21:55:19 +0000 UTC]

I agree completely dood

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XxRandomXIdiotxX [2008-06-03 19:37:32 +0000 UTC]

Great work as always, I feel so sorry for Itachi, i KNEW there was another reason behind uchiha clan massacre! >
Sorry, rabling on about crap again.
Anyways
I like how you did the texture and the colours used go well you did a great job! And I wont bite you. but you can have a cookie!

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Abigel In reply to XxRandomXIdiotxX [2008-06-03 22:39:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Cookies help poor overworked students keep their stamina ; )
Nah, but how can you stay unmoved by recents events : ) I agree about Sasuke. If he does accepts now Itachi again, he shall do something that would honour him. But maybe he too has a top-secret plan - I hope so, at least.

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XxRandomXIdiotxX In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 15:04:14 +0000 UTC]

Cookie for you!
Im going to college soon, in september time, and im actually looking forward to it never thought i'd say that XD.
As for sassy, he better do something to honour Itachi, madara is just a jerkwod, and Sasuke, i will give him a bear hug, ish he does the RIGHT thing!!

...my friend still fangirls over madara, -gives her dead-eye-

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Abigel In reply to XxRandomXIdiotxX [2008-06-04 15:23:17 +0000 UTC]

Before I started mine I was excited too : P But no matter what, it really it's fine ^^ Nice time in life : ) So cookies for you too

Madara... I must tell you that I'm starting to like him, or rather, view as an interesting person, but that doesn't change the fact that he IS a jerk =_=

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XxRandomXIdiotxX In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 15:27:05 +0000 UTC]

I'll actually be able to see what being written on the board, when i start i gots new glasses, so i wont have trouble seeing.

I dont like madara, but i do think he is interesting, i just think he is a huge jerk that needs his arse kicking good and proper.

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aXforamnesty [2008-06-03 17:07:03 +0000 UTC]

i love how realistic it is, and symbolic too! the older brother backing up the other (even though up to date manga fans know the real story).

poetically beautiful. nicely done

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Abigel In reply to aXforamnesty [2008-06-03 17:29:58 +0000 UTC]

But manga is exactly what you said, he was supporting Sasuke all the time ^^ Whole life in the shadow.
Thank you very much : )

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aXforamnesty In reply to Abigel [2008-06-03 18:33:14 +0000 UTC]

exactly. you couldnt have said it any better

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free-energy03 [2008-06-03 16:35:32 +0000 UTC]

As satalex mentioned, the texture and feel of the piece, with the slight glow and smooth shading work, it makes this one quite enchanting. Excellent concept.

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Abigel In reply to free-energy03 [2008-06-03 17:23:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much, glad you find my texture experiment likable :3

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Satalex [2008-06-03 16:27:57 +0000 UTC]

Gaaah, the atmosphere is just great,
I like that there is no clear border between the sea and the sky, deep evening sky - it caught my eye and in general has a great effect.
I like yout texture choice, it looks sandy metallic and oh so right. It makes a veeery nice rustiness on Sasuke's clothes, great shades. I really enjoy the colors. Soft but deep.
And your unique style is always amazing
What I find not right is Sasuke's face. I think, his eyes, both (or probably just his left one), are too much on the left (from our side), that's why his face looks crookedly, not symmetrically (relatively his chin).

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Abigel In reply to Satalex [2008-06-03 17:14:03 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much ^^
The bg had four versions. I wanted deep blue sky, but how to make it not looking mawkish, orz. In the end I've drawn a very free varation of Sasuke's plushie dinosaur and it makes, as I see, nice job connecting sky and sea ^^
Time of the day, ah yes. One can take random guess and with this light everything would suit. I myself see morning : )
I already fixed the eye, thanks, it really looks better now.
And the textures :3 It was an experiment. I played with colour dodge mode and that's probably what makes the biggest effect of texturising. This is how it looks without cdogde layer, if you're interested ^^ [link] Maybe it's even better.

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Satalex In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 04:50:35 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I see
I like the one with cdodge layer more :3

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biquin [2008-06-03 16:24:05 +0000 UTC]

I love Sasuke's expression
Good job^^

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Abigel In reply to biquin [2008-06-03 16:51:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you : )
Sasuke was so hard to catch, glad you like him ^^

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biquin In reply to Abigel [2008-06-03 20:09:24 +0000 UTC]

But Itachi is still the best ^/.\^

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melkor116 [2008-06-03 14:27:42 +0000 UTC]

omfg! i love the texture!!!!! it's the perfect choice for this scene. i really like how you colored itachi. he's like this looming shape/shadow. i also like how it's black so you sorta can't tell if he was wearing his akatsuki cape or regular uchiha clothes. i think you did a great job at capturing sasuke. he looks small. which is really significant when you combine it with his face. it's reminiscent of his facial expressions when he was young after itachi said he couldn't hang out with sasuke. the background is beautiful. this is a very lovely piece.

what an emotional picture. *cries*

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Abigel In reply to melkor116 [2008-06-03 17:22:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much, I worked so hard like never before on the textures ^^
Yes, I made him that darker, a shadow (of life), on purpose. And so true, Uchiha clothes are very similar to Akatsuki ones :3
I had a hard time drawing Sasuke and in the end when he came out so melancholic I didn't even want to put this picture here. But very glad you find him all right, I love this association to his younger self. Like nothing had even changed... Except that nothing will ever be the same.
Thank you once again

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annapurnawang [2008-06-03 12:45:40 +0000 UTC]

"Even when you hate me, I'm always there for you."


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OMG..... that made me sad..... orz...

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Abigel In reply to annapurnawang [2008-06-03 16:42:47 +0000 UTC]

Itachi had horrible life, no... nothing T-T

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annapurnawang In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 12:31:10 +0000 UTC]

I think that's one reason why he has lots of fans = =

TOT
He makes my heart ache!!

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jenmia [2008-06-03 10:49:54 +0000 UTC]

"Usotski...you died...you said you'll be there for me...usotski...aniki..."

When I saw this...I cried...and I still am. Maybe it also has something to do with the Shippuuden OST--(19)Despair, (13)Loneliness and (22)Tragic that I'm listening to that makes it even angstier than it is. I kept staring at it...hoping it could have happened in the manga...hoping that Sasuke could say how much or show how much he loved his aniki before he died...

Even till now, I still cry when I remember Itachi smiling for the last time...and Sasuke crying...makes my throat tighten everytime and makes my heart clench...

It's...devastating...but...it might be more if you made Sasuke crying...

This is...such an emotional piece of artwork that I can't seem to express how much I'm feeling about it...just that...the most prominent feeling that I'm sure of, is the heartache/total sorrow...

It's a magnificent work of art, Abigel-sama...

...but I can't stop crying...thinking also thatSasuke might say the words I typed in the first line. I don't want to cry anymore...makes me feel weak...always...

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Abigel In reply to jenmia [2008-06-03 16:39:12 +0000 UTC]

! These are my tragic songs too, together with 7-Man of the World and 17-Setting Sun and now when I listen to them this sorrow just won't go.
I was so uncertain about putting this picture here, because it's exactly that ridiculously weepy, but how to fight it... I want to cry every time I read last chapter. I really should stop being masochistic -_-'

They are both so scarred by years of tragic, ugly life and I so much wish too they had the chance to be just brothers, but I don't know if it would be possible for them now, to just act so brotherly, carefree. And that's what so much sad, that everything is so irreversible :'( Even if events were different, there was so many evil in their lives. Starting from that night, everything ended for good. This is just....

I'm so glad you like this picture, it means very much. These words... He must think them, be so angry. And there is no one to console him, to give his brother back.
I'm really honoured that my simple picture speaks so much, I couldn't dream of a better review

Itachi cried his bloody tears too, and at heart... he must have cried too, a bitter river. It's not weak, it's so much human.

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jenmia In reply to Abigel [2008-06-03 22:46:30 +0000 UTC]

It's just like the world nowadays...nobody knows, or nobody seems to try to understand those who are suffering because they want to help other people...

That's the saddest part out of everything...no matter how much they love each other, they couldn't be just brothers. They couldn't spend time together, with smiles on their faces, facing troubles together...

Most of the Shippuuden episodes have been making me cry lately...because I just got to watch them yesterday and the day before that...it touched me so much, that Gaara has his whole village needing him. It made me cry to see that Naruto is very much cared for by Sakura...but I wished most of all, (besides having some SasuSaku moments...)...was to have Itachi have somebody to take care of him,...to care for him like Sakura cares for all of her teammates. Understanding each one of them, and trying her best to make herself useful. Which is why I support ItaSaku...Sakura's understanding and devotion runs so deep...she'd be willing to help anybody, but most of all protect the ones she loves the most. There are so many factors which makes this pairing so much suitable…

I'm gonna prepare for one helluva crying session when I watch Itachi and Sasuke's fight, along with Madara's story-telling....I'm feeeling...that all throughout the episodes, I’d be bawling my eyes out, and go emo for days…

His bloody tears are what wrenches the hearts of those who love him…his family would understand what he had done…but I wish Sasuke would be shed some light on…

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Abigel In reply to jenmia [2008-06-04 00:20:28 +0000 UTC]

Exactly the same here, I'm already buying stock of tissues for those episodes, and so so can't wait them. Anime will strike more than this emo state now, because it'll be all with voices, music, prolonged moments. I pray so much they gave suitable music.
Oh and yes, a person who would give him even the tinest shadow of peace, some moment of rest. It's so cruel he had absolutely no one, all life just himself, so cold. It pains me every time I think about it, which is all the time...

I, well... I support ItaSaku, but find myself unable to create it. I agree that Sakura has the potential to be recreated into a girl who would love him, because of her great heart and fierce protective instincts. Also because she's a very smart, strong character, and only that person would be good for him. And also because he's a beauty incarnate, gentle and loving, and it's exactly what he needs... But all alone, I don't *feel* them. I read about them and watch good pictures with pleasure, but I myself can't do either. And even if Sakura is the only way to read about Itachi, there's still so much abuse of Itachi, it's just... Argh. I'll better end here and I'm sorry for mini-rant.

I've been rewatching some episodes too, but mostly those with Itachi. What to add more T-T

True, there was no one to wipe the bloody tears... Even if Sasuke was his light, it didn't reach him. All so... cold.

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melkor116 In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 21:48:08 +0000 UTC]

i have to agree. itasaku appears to work, all the characteristics are there. but it doesn't feel like it works. sakura is sasuke's sakura (i hate sasusaku, btw). she isn't itachi's sakura. he has his own. i truely believe that that girlfriend/lover itachi had was just like sakura.

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Abigel In reply to melkor116 [2008-06-05 03:38:27 +0000 UTC]

Whah, exaclty. With the slight correction that ItaSaku does work, when someone can write about it : ) And it feels like it, really, you just need a good author.
Agree 9000%. It's just that type of a human that, in my opinion, would attract Itachi and his gf surely was of similar character. Sakura can be Sasuke's, I have nothing against it, but I think that if it was an AU, ItaSaku would work just fine, screw foolish little brother who isn't interested in her, Itachi would show him what he's missing : )

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melkor116 In reply to Abigel [2008-06-08 22:40:26 +0000 UTC]

don't get me wrong, i also think itasaku could work. it just doesn't really feel right to me because itachi had his own 'sakura.' i don't support sasusaku and i don't think it will happen. i fear very much for sakura right now. i hope she is over sasuke. he's the husband type that beats their wives. i really hope sasuke isn't looking to rape all the women in konoha in order to rebuild his clan. sakura is definitly not sasuke's. but in the beginning she did chose him (i really think she's over him now), and in that sense she is 'sasuke's.' i LOVE itasaku AU. it's basically the only type of itasaku fanfiction i'll read. paws-bells is the best!

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Abigel In reply to melkor116 [2008-06-08 22:56:35 +0000 UTC]

Yeah! It the same reason of ItaSaku being not entirely good, because firstly, canon Sakura is not 100% THIS kind of girl, and second - he has his own.
It would be very hypocritical of Sasuke to now try to use Sakura to rebuilt his clan, like nothing ever happened or what. I hope she is over him in the sense she has enough reason to not just blindly agree for him. And omg, please, don't even say this 'r' word, as both brothers, regardless of characters, personalities and beliefs, would never ever lower themselves to such shallow act.
I love pawsies fics too :3 They are all my favourites, she's one of those precious, rare gems in the ItaSaku fandom...

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melkor116 In reply to Abigel [2008-06-08 23:28:26 +0000 UTC]

at this point i have no faith in sasuke's character. actually, he has no character, he's in the character development stage. i wouldn't put any terrible criminal act past sasuke. i mean, he willingly gave his body to a lecherous pedifile. anyways, for some reason i don't think he means 'rebuild' in the way we think (have lots of kids that is). i'm a bit concerned that he means something completely different. maybe resurrect dead clan members, maybe create his own village of uchihas only, maybe use test tube babies (or something scientific like that...he did live with the ultimate crazy scientist for quite some times...)... idk. 403 was very confusing. sasuke had a very different tone from 402. first he uses 'crush konoha' and now it's 'rebuild clan my way.' i'm skeptical...

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Abigel In reply to melkor116 [2008-06-08 23:40:34 +0000 UTC]

Again, fully agree. He maybe seems so plain stupid now, destroy Konoha, but recent chapters learned to not label the characters so quickly. I'm sure there more to him, the question is what. What confuses me is that he tells (feels) he respects his brother, grieves for him etc, and yet, wants to do something completely against his beliefs. Trash his sacrifice for Konoha and for Sasuke himself. Sasuke is intelligent, it may be that he thinks of some other, wicked way to produce the clan. But I can't support him, because... Destroying Konoha isn't a good deed o_O Uchiha village sounds creepy. And still, Itachi was wiser than him, that's why stopping Sasuke and beating the reson into him is now top prioroty - for Naruto. Though, I'm really curious what his reaction will be upon hearing his beloved friend wants to attack Konoha.

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melkor116 In reply to Abigel [2008-06-09 00:26:52 +0000 UTC]

i wish i could have your confidence in sasuke. there's one big thing about sasuke that troubles me. from the manga it's clear that there were two 'timeskips.' the first was between the time where madara cut sasuke's ropes and saskue standing on the beach, and the second was sometime between 402 and 403. that is plenty of time for sasuke to think about his situation. so with all that time, what exactly did sasuke think about and what plans did he make? does he fully believe madara? will he betray him? i'm very nervous about the inner workings of sasuke's mind.
sasuke's actions concerning konoha are very logical for him. being an avenger he acted in a way an avenger would. i don't think sasuke fully understands itachi. i think he understands the 'facts' and 'ut himself in his brother's shoes' as it were. but i don't think he fully wrapped his brain around it. itachi is a very big perplexing conundrum. even the fans, who are devoted and obsessed with the manga so much that they critically reveiw each and every panel and then head to discussion boards, are having trouble with the latest revelations. i'm sure that what he thinks he's about to do is honorable and right. he probably believes that has the right and the duty to avenge his clan and espeically itachi for being wronged by the village elders etc.

if only naruto had one of those emo beating sticks...

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Abigel In reply to melkor116 [2008-06-09 06:13:49 +0000 UTC]

I don't have confidence in Sasuke, but rather Naruto - and in Kishimoto. Manga will now follow his development, we shall see how he becomes good.....
Yeah, he had much time to think and surely has a set plan, but details are exaclty guesses. I don't think though he understands Itachi either, and that's what Itachi himself predicted, that Sasuke will need a rescuing hand from where Madara has him. Such a predictable boy.

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Abigel In reply to Abigel [2008-06-08 23:48:04 +0000 UTC]

Pardon - almost fully agree :3 Rape is a big no-no always and everywhere.

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melkor116 In reply to jenmia [2008-06-03 14:29:08 +0000 UTC]

i have to agree. this painting would be more emotionally devastating if sasuke was crying. but i think you were trying to do something different from the manga. maybe...a more realistic scene since sasuke rarely cries...

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jenmia In reply to melkor116 [2008-06-03 22:49:33 +0000 UTC]

Indeed...more emotionlly devastating...But I see Abigel-samas point...

I still can't stop crying when I see this artwork...TT

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Abigel In reply to melkor116 [2008-06-03 19:08:48 +0000 UTC]

Maybe you're both right, but I think he cried his one big time, and the rest of sorrow will be bottlet up inside. And this was going to be more of a uhm non-realistic, symbolic picture : )

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melkor116 In reply to Abigel [2008-06-04 21:41:22 +0000 UTC]

i have to agree with that. he probably won't cry again. that was a single event just for itachi. sigh.

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