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Description dig deeper in yourself.

but what if i find nothing?

.

only me.

there are no dreams, no sledgehammers,
no words, no human
strong enough to break down
the wall i've built
inside of me.

the only one who can
is me.

.

i need a change.

.

there is a world
of things undiscovered,
hiding in empty spaces
and heartbeats.

find me, please,
it says.
find me.

i say:

.

i'll try.

.

sometimes,
i go to stadiums
hoping that i'll get lost
in the sounds,
the voices and shouts and
screams, until i'm not afraid,
not sad. not me. until i'm only

there

.

and then, maybe,
things will be alright.

.

and so far, i have found
trees dead in winter,
fog-filled dreams,
ice melting and day
breaking

.

do you think i'll ever find hope and
happiness
in myself?

you won't know
until you look.
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Comments: 119

Amertie In reply to ??? [2009-02-09 22:21:22 +0000 UTC]

i'm glad you do. =]

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BloodxRain [2009-01-31 12:26:35 +0000 UTC]

<3

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Amertie In reply to BloodxRain [2009-01-31 16:52:51 +0000 UTC]

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ItsxMagik [2009-01-28 01:51:21 +0000 UTC]

This is so amazingggggggg.
Although I shouldn`t expect anything less from you.

there is a world
of things undiscovered,
hiding in empty spaces
and heartbeats.

find me, please,
it says.
find me.

i say:

.

i'll try.

Beautiful.

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Amertie In reply to ItsxMagik [2009-01-28 04:42:31 +0000 UTC]

thanks.

i worry that i'll disappoint all of you.

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ItsxMagik In reply to Amertie [2009-01-30 03:22:23 +0000 UTC]

Oh, but I don`t think you will.

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hush-lullaby [2009-01-26 19:57:43 +0000 UTC]

lovely

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Amertie In reply to hush-lullaby [2009-01-27 03:09:24 +0000 UTC]

thank you. =]

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hush-lullaby In reply to Amertie [2009-01-27 16:06:45 +0000 UTC]

my pleasure

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Rain-of-Stars [2009-01-26 11:17:35 +0000 UTC]

Amazing.

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Amertie In reply to Rain-of-Stars [2009-01-27 03:09:11 +0000 UTC]

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EternalFreedom [2009-01-26 08:54:41 +0000 UTC]

<3

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Amertie In reply to EternalFreedom [2009-01-27 03:08:49 +0000 UTC]

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FicklePrincess [2009-01-25 23:29:02 +0000 UTC]

"dig deeper in yourself.
but what if i find nothing?
.
only me.

there are no dreams, no sledgehammers,
no words, no human
strong enough to break down
the wall i've built
inside of me.

the only one who can
is me.
.
i need a change."

I love that first part.
It's all so beautiful.
And I can relate to those feelings.

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Amertie In reply to FicklePrincess [2009-01-26 01:03:16 +0000 UTC]

i'm glad you do.

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FicklePrincess In reply to Amertie [2009-01-26 02:20:08 +0000 UTC]

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ohsostarryeyed [2009-01-25 20:59:21 +0000 UTC]

"there is a world
of things undiscovered,
hiding in empty spaces
and heartbeats.

find me, please,
it says.
find me."

that was beautiful.

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Amertie In reply to ohsostarryeyed [2009-01-26 01:02:59 +0000 UTC]

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bailey--elizabeth [2009-01-25 19:46:07 +0000 UTC]

My heart
sings
when it hears things from you.

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Amertie In reply to bailey--elizabeth [2009-01-26 01:02:47 +0000 UTC]

mine sings just to know you.

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EternalEmber [2009-01-25 19:07:18 +0000 UTC]

Heartbeats fascinate me, but I'm always afraid to listen because I worry they'll stop beneath my ear.

I think that's the only reason crowds don't freak me out; you can disappear if you want.

You seriously amaze me.

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Amertie In reply to EternalEmber [2009-01-26 00:57:54 +0000 UTC]

i'm worried that they'll fade away.
or that i won't hear them.

they're amazing for that.

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EternalEmber In reply to Amertie [2009-01-26 01:12:06 +0000 UTC]

Yup. And the silence between them fascinates me. It's almost like...a moment of death. Idk.



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SelenaMoon [2009-01-25 14:30:34 +0000 UTC]

What better time to change than at new year's?

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Amertie In reply to SelenaMoon [2009-01-26 00:54:03 +0000 UTC]

mm. there's no time like today, though.

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tigerpusen05 [2009-01-25 14:05:27 +0000 UTC]

... <3

I don't like walls.

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Amertie In reply to tigerpusen05 [2009-01-26 00:53:49 +0000 UTC]

i don't either.

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tigerpusen05 In reply to Amertie [2009-01-26 06:43:59 +0000 UTC]

Shall we order a demolition team?

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Amertie In reply to tigerpusen05 [2009-01-31 05:22:05 +0000 UTC]

probably.

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naSalkica [2009-01-25 12:44:09 +0000 UTC]

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of.

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Amertie In reply to naSalkica [2009-01-26 00:53:34 +0000 UTC]

i know.
i don't want to find what it consists of.
i just. want to find a me that wants to be happy, completely.

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KuroharuKisuke [2009-01-25 12:02:25 +0000 UTC]

Its very good... Speaks to the soul...

...

to mine anyway...

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Amertie In reply to KuroharuKisuke [2009-01-26 00:53:15 +0000 UTC]

i'm glad it does.

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PersonifiedCraziness [2009-01-25 09:36:25 +0000 UTC]

beautiful ^^

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Amertie In reply to PersonifiedCraziness [2009-01-26 00:53:08 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

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Smile-Emo-Kid [2009-01-25 08:58:51 +0000 UTC]


there are no dreams, no sledgehammers,
no words, no human
strong enough to break down
the wall i've built
inside of me.

the only one who can
is me.

-------------

I can relate to this part very well. This is great!

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Amertie In reply to Smile-Emo-Kid [2009-01-26 00:53:03 +0000 UTC]

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Wolf-Rider [2009-01-25 06:31:58 +0000 UTC]

I keep searching inside myself,
and telling myself "im okay, i can do this"
and then i realize what a terrible lie that is.

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Amertie In reply to Wolf-Rider [2009-01-26 00:51:50 +0000 UTC]

it's only a lie if you let it be, i think.

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Wolf-Rider In reply to Amertie [2009-01-26 02:44:02 +0000 UTC]

i think i want it to be, forever and ever.

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kittykatangel [2009-01-25 05:25:01 +0000 UTC]

"and so far, i have found
trees dead in winter,
fog-filled dreams,
ice melting and day
breaking"

I hope you find what you're looking for.

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Amertie In reply to kittykatangel [2009-01-26 00:51:40 +0000 UTC]

i do too. <3

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AstarteKatz [2009-01-25 04:26:46 +0000 UTC]

i feel this in every inch.

and it's just too damn true.

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Amertie In reply to AstarteKatz [2009-01-26 00:51:11 +0000 UTC]

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Danielle-13 [2009-01-25 03:14:45 +0000 UTC]

amazing
i wish i knew you personally (sorry if that sounds weird)
but you're so inspiring

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Amertie In reply to Danielle-13 [2009-01-26 00:50:53 +0000 UTC]


that doesn't sound weird. it's kind of sweet.

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Danielle-13 In reply to Amertie [2009-01-26 14:44:16 +0000 UTC]

hahah well that's good then

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That-Hippie-Kid [2009-01-25 03:08:14 +0000 UTC]

absolutely astonishing.

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Amertie In reply to That-Hippie-Kid [2009-01-26 00:50:35 +0000 UTC]

thank you.

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emptydementia [2009-01-25 01:53:24 +0000 UTC]









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