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Avapithecus — Era of Good Feelings

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Published: 2019-04-26 14:41:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 1639; Favourites: 10; Downloads: 0
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Description My therapist told me I need to try to allow myself to focus on stuff that's more for myself, and not just things I have to do around my personal wants like for the sake of a collaboration or scheduled requirements or that kind of stuff.  Basically I need to give myself more freedom to breathe and express myself where I can in order to lessen my anxiety a little bit

So I thought hey, what better day to experiment a little with that than my birthday?

I took a little inspiration from my friend ’s birthday picture.  Though I took a more 1820s approach because you can never have too much Regency flair lol

I'm trying to focus a little more on my personal projects I want to try out, kinda break my chains a little.  I'm gonna try to do away with the strict one drawing every two days thing because that's always been a source of anxiety for me.  I'm gonna try to still upload regularly, just on my own time, when I feel most comfortable.  I'm gonna try it out, see where it goes, and hopefully it'll help my mental health improve a bit while I get things sorted out.

Thank you guys for always being supportive.  I hope I can continue to earn that support
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Comments: 22

Vaultboy1011 [2020-04-19 18:58:32 +0000 UTC]

Honestly that is the best advice you can have! I know I am late on this but I can't stress enough how important self care is! Gotta take care of yourself! And you have my support and I am here if you ever want to talk! It has been such a long time and I hope things have gotten better!

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Avapithecus In reply to Vaultboy1011 [2020-04-19 22:04:05 +0000 UTC]

That's much appreciated, thanks Things are going better, I just wish my end goal wasn't forcibly put on hold by everything that's been going on XD

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Vaultboy1011 In reply to Avapithecus [2020-04-20 00:57:27 +0000 UTC]

That's a whole fact. Couldn't agree with ya more. Everything has just been bleh. But! I am happy to hear that things are getting better for you!

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kaskal1994 [2019-05-11 17:07:32 +0000 UTC]

another draw for AC Ragnarök ?

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Avapithecus In reply to kaskal1994 [2019-05-11 18:36:19 +0000 UTC]

If the rumors end up being true then maybe.  But AC is kinda leaving a bad taste in my mouth after Odyssey and I'd likely spend more time on personal projects

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phantomofsam [2019-05-10 03:52:56 +0000 UTC]

<3! Do what you gotta do, man! As always, you've got my full support and I'm always open to talk! It's been way too long since we had a real conversation

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Avapithecus In reply to phantomofsam [2019-05-11 18:37:23 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Sam, always appreciated! Yeah it has been too long XD I wish I could visit town more often but bus tickets are expensive as all hell

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phantomofsam In reply to Avapithecus [2019-05-18 14:26:17 +0000 UTC]

Where'd you end up going?

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Avapithecus In reply to phantomofsam [2019-05-18 15:30:41 +0000 UTC]

I went to IU Bloomington, which wasn't really my choice I wanted to switch to IUPUI but there were too many hoops to jump through for a transfer.  And I didn't have any access to anxiety medication down there so I had to take a medical leave.  Doctor told me my body was literally deteriorating from how stressed and panicked I was.  So now I'm with my parents in South Bend until I can get that medicine and the stability that comes with it

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phantomofsam In reply to Avapithecus [2019-05-18 16:33:20 +0000 UTC]

Best of luck to you, my dude!

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Avapithecus In reply to phantomofsam [2019-05-18 17:17:58 +0000 UTC]

Thanks I need as much luck as I can get lol

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Deadward-Kenway [2019-04-29 23:13:31 +0000 UTC]

Good lord it's hideous.

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Avapithecus In reply to Deadward-Kenway [2019-04-30 00:39:33 +0000 UTC]

👌🏻

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Aguila03 [2019-04-27 14:02:39 +0000 UTC]

Buon compleano, mama! OwO you're already 20 oof

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Avapithecus In reply to Aguila03 [2019-04-28 14:56:51 +0000 UTC]

Thanks hun! ^^
Yeah I can't believe it either XD

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SweetElectricity [2019-04-27 06:11:58 +0000 UTC]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MODERNDAPRO  


w o w ... ! I love this drawing !
The amount of detail - AND the classy look is awesome!
The frills on the dress and the pretty color theme is so nice ! ! !

LOOK. AT. THOSE. DETAILS !


Aw no! I'm so sorry to hear that you're having some mental health issues !

I hope you feel better, even if it's just a little bit ! ! !

And yes! Do whatever you feel like doing for your posting scheduling- don't make what you love a chore ! ! !

Take all the time you need and do what YOU want !!!

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Avapithecus In reply to SweetElectricity [2019-04-28 14:58:21 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much Sweets! ^^ Nothing helps me more than you guys' support.  It means the world to me and helps assure me that I can overcome my obstacles

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SweetElectricity In reply to Avapithecus [2019-05-01 18:35:06 +0000 UTC]

awh, you're welcome Modern !

We'll support you whenever you need the help, Modern ! ! !

Keep it up, you've got this !!!

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Avapithecus In reply to SweetElectricity [2019-05-03 02:44:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you guys so much!
You guys all keep me going more than you'll ever know ^^

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AayushmanK [2019-04-26 14:43:07 +0000 UTC]

Happy birthday ^^🎉 My best wishes to you!

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Avapithecus In reply to AayushmanK [2019-04-26 15:44:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! ^^

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AayushmanK In reply to Avapithecus [2019-04-26 15:46:08 +0000 UTC]

Np ^^

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