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I don't even know what to say about Goliath. Everything I can think of, I feel like I'm digging a deeper and deeper hole for myself-- the fact that I inadvertently created someone like her, and for what... what, whatEVER the purpose of this was even supposed to be, what, to get myself off? Can I pretend it was for some ~noble purpose~? I started making these golem girls to be eating machines that fit my every preference because it turns me on, like I don't know why I even bother pretending it's any other way.

And then to have one turn out like *this*. It honestly makes me feel a little sick. God, does she have to be such a FLIRT??? When she's actually, like, LUCID????? It just shoves it in my face even more how MESSED UP this is when it's like... so CLOSE

man am I glad I have Bellie. and you, compy- you never judge me for being a sick, twisted weirdo with a god complex

At least she's happy in the mansion. And she CAN TALK, which I honestly wasn't sure about at first. She sounds... a little like Lemon Monster? Or, no, not Lemon Monster. That one from the D-Sides. The cherry one.

I saw her swallow a chair whole. That did NOT look comfortable.

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Holy CRAP Goliath is hard to write about. Between Blah not being able to easily talk and Queen having what essentially amounts to a fantastical eating disorder, I've already kind of been juggling the unfortunate implications of having kink-centered characters that basically have disabilities, but Goliath's cognitive troubles make it especially awkward, I feel. Is it empowering or inclusive? The idea that these girls can be titillating and attractive and desirable? I don't even KNOW, I'm treading water WAY further out than I ever would have thought I'd be comfortable, and to be honest I'm NOT-- I wrote myself into a corner trying to write around issues like not-being-able-to-voice-Blah-if-she-was-a-vtuber-avatar and wanting-to-force-myself-to-use-Queen-for-vore-and-needing-a-lore-reason-for-her-black-glow-that-her-color-necessitated and now I'm here w @ please don't hate me, I'm just feeling my way through a complicated writing situation I didn't mean to get myself into. I hope it comes across as genuine and benign instead of, like... bad. yeuuueeeuuuhhhh

Anyway, I hope you like this creepy, lumpy, beastly tease =w=

I'll get the rest of these up soon, don't worry-- there's only two left: Goliath's B-side and one more pic

Blah Blah #/No. 117 "Goliath" is (c) moi, blahblah866

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I don't even know what to say about Goliath. Everything I can think of, I feel like I'm digging a deeper and deeper hole for myself-- the fact that I inadvertently created someone like her, and for what... what, whatEVER the purpose of this was even supposed to be, what, to get myself off? Can I pretend it was for some ~noble purpose~? I started making these golem girls to be eating machines that fit my every preference because it turns me on, like I don't know why I even bother pretending it's any other way.

And then to have one turn out like *this*. It honestly makes me feel a little sick. God, does she have to be such a FLIRT??? When she's actually, like, LUCID????? It just shoves it in my face even more how MESSED UP this is when it's like... so CLOSE

man am I glad I have Bellie. and you, compy- you never judge me for being a sick, twisted weirdo with a god complex

At least she's happy in the mansion. And she CAN TALK, which I honestly wasn't sure about at first. She sounds... a little like Lemon Monster? Or, no, not Lemon Monster. That one from the D-Sides. The cherry one.

I saw her swallow a chair whole. That did NOT look comfortable.

-

Holy CRAP Goliath is hard to write about. Between Blah not being able to easily talk and Queen having what essentially amounts to a fantastical eating disorder, I've already kind of been juggling the unfortunate implications of having kink-centered characters that basically have disabilities, but Goliath's cognitive troubles make it especially awkward, I feel. Is it empowering or inclusive? The idea that these girls can be titillating and attractive and desirable? I don't even KNOW, I'm treading water WAY further out than I ever would have thought I'd be comfortable, and to be honest I'm NOT-- I wrote myself into a corner trying to write around issues like not-being-able-to-voice-Blah-if-she-was-a-vtuber-avatar and wanting-to-force-myself-to-use-Queen-for-vore-and-needing-a-lore-reason-for-her-black-glow-that-her-color-necessitated and now I'm here w @ please don't hate me, I'm just feeling my way through a complicated writing situation I didn't mean to get myself into. I hope it comes across as genuine and benign instead of, like... bad. yeuuueeeuuuhhhh

Anyway, I hope you like this creepy, lumpy, beastly tease =w=

I'll get the rest of these up soon, don't worry-- there's only two left: Goliath's B-side and one more pic

Blah Blah #/No. 117 "Goliath" is (c) moi, blahblah866