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BLUEgarden β€” CALM ENVY

Published: 2009-02-07 10:28:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 1314; Favourites: 38; Downloads: 35
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Description I seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain.
This promise is whose dream, who is this dream for?

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
It's this way, isn't it?

When our hands are clutched together,
There is this unknown scent coming from the opposite one.
Although I can breathe normally, I seem to crumble eventually.
If you could love me deeper than just those words
I could believe only you standing before me.
In the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch,
Could not fill the fragile emptiness, floating on those tears.

Although I find comfort in this peace,
You, who are beside me, are breaking from my inside.

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
The answer is drowning in a smile.
You don't love the everyday shadow, when it was lost.
We carry those bounds that I can't let disappear.

Even though I threw those words at you, if you could love me
I could believe only you, standing before me.
The suddenly shown past, hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
Because I won't let you notice how I wipe my tears
There is nothing else to laugh about in front of me.

It's not the two of us, concealing this means the [good bye]
How I wish it to be us together crying at this [farewell]
More than thinking back about it, I would like you to forget
And put me in this empty space.
Don't chase those long passed days.

Don't leave anything more than what's already left.
[At least…]
I hold onto this good bye, as I fall asleep
And the faint heat vanishes like tobacco.

The days that won't return, the person I loved


The gazette - CALM ENVY

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credits:
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sky, tree, cosmos
bird brush
boat from sxc.hu
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Comments: 40

Kolaida [2013-01-28 04:01:29 +0000 UTC]

Wow

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Coahtemoc [2009-06-17 21:21:38 +0000 UTC]

Absolutely gorgeous... both the picture and the poem...

great work.. o.o

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BLUEgarden In reply to Coahtemoc [2009-06-18 08:42:52 +0000 UTC]

thanks mate
ah,anyway,the poem is song lyrics of japanese rock band,the gazette

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Coahtemoc In reply to BLUEgarden [2009-06-18 20:35:57 +0000 UTC]

Ah, sweet. o.o

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IlluminatedSpectre [2009-03-09 13:01:00 +0000 UTC]

Great poetic work. I'm adding you to my watches.


ILS

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BLUEgarden In reply to IlluminatedSpectre [2009-03-10 13:54:00 +0000 UTC]

thank you sweetheart

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auravanova [2009-02-15 18:11:11 +0000 UTC]

biruuuuuuuuuuuu...
romantis banget nih karya lo satu ini, bro...hehehe

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BLUEgarden In reply to auravanova [2009-02-19 07:13:07 +0000 UTC]

bgtulah
dpt bgt mood lagunya seh

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auravanova In reply to BLUEgarden [2009-02-19 14:12:55 +0000 UTC]

woooghhh...nuansa lagunya biruuu...

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justhat1girl [2009-02-11 20:26:36 +0000 UTC]

beautiful as always my friend!

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BLUEgarden In reply to justhat1girl [2009-02-13 04:52:48 +0000 UTC]

thanks sis
long time no see

how are you doing?

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justhat1girl In reply to BLUEgarden [2009-02-13 18:41:49 +0000 UTC]

still on the job hunt unfortunately, but other than that ok i guess. how about u?

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BLUEgarden In reply to justhat1girl [2009-02-19 05:48:19 +0000 UTC]

whew...job hunt is hard everywhere
well,i wish you the best

well,i'm in the middle of my college final year project
still waiting for the score of one subject within this week.i hope i pass the subject.so after that i will go to next session of my final year project:designing in studio

wish me luck

yay!i can't wait for my graduation XD
i'm sick of being student already

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coloured-hair [2009-02-11 02:38:34 +0000 UTC]

so calm...

tapi koq ada awan potensi tornado yah?

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BLUEgarden In reply to coloured-hair [2009-02-13 04:50:53 +0000 UTC]

namanya jg calm envy...
ntar bgitu dah ga tahan,emosi,lsg tornado dah

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Yasny-chan [2009-02-10 13:04:44 +0000 UTC]

so beautiful dear!

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BLUEgarden In reply to Yasny-chan [2009-02-13 04:47:30 +0000 UTC]

thank you Yasny

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eiyaluvmaruciiel [2009-02-08 04:52:22 +0000 UTC]

warnanya ademmmm

puitis juga nih..

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BLUEgarden In reply to eiyaluvmaruciiel [2009-02-13 04:46:36 +0000 UTC]

heuheuheu

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eiyaluvmaruciiel In reply to BLUEgarden [2009-02-16 06:23:33 +0000 UTC]

terusss berkarya yaaa

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BLUEgarden In reply to eiyaluvmaruciiel [2009-02-19 06:10:39 +0000 UTC]

iyaaaa

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6nine-eyes9 [2009-02-08 01:29:11 +0000 UTC]

wow man this is absolutely beautiful, i totally congratulate you on this one, looks so peacefull and full of enchantment, the only thing I would remove are the letters, I don't know is a personal choice, but the manip is really good

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BLUEgarden In reply to 6nine-eyes9 [2009-02-13 04:42:24 +0000 UTC]

you mean the scrpit brush on the left?
well,actually i myself kinda confuse on wheter i should put it or not,but then i realize that without, the left side of the piece would look a bit empty

just my thought XD

thank you anyway my friend

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6nine-eyes9 In reply to BLUEgarden [2009-03-05 11:52:10 +0000 UTC]

yeah I meant that script, I mean is fine if it was a card, is it a card??? then is o.k

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BLUEgarden In reply to 6nine-eyes9 [2009-03-07 11:54:02 +0000 UTC]

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BLUEgarden In reply to BLUEgarden [2009-02-13 04:45:18 +0000 UTC]

i mean script brush XD

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kanudo [2009-02-07 16:56:15 +0000 UTC]

great photomanip dude, i really liked the shade of colors and the main idea

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BLUEgarden In reply to kanudo [2009-02-13 04:39:56 +0000 UTC]

ah,thank you mate
glad you like it

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pepelepew251 [2009-02-07 16:39:45 +0000 UTC]

very2 unique piece of work...great job!

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BLUEgarden In reply to pepelepew251 [2009-02-13 04:39:31 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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ramirezhate [2009-02-07 14:06:19 +0000 UTC]

asik atmosfirnya...

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BLUEgarden In reply to ramirezhate [2009-02-13 04:38:47 +0000 UTC]

ehehehehehe...
thanks

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encoretheangel [2009-02-07 13:27:26 +0000 UTC]

wuaaahh, seger
mantep broo

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BLUEgarden In reply to encoretheangel [2009-02-13 04:38:24 +0000 UTC]

thanks man

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deSIGNATURE [2009-02-07 12:32:32 +0000 UTC]

perfect,bro!

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BLUEgarden In reply to deSIGNATURE [2009-02-13 04:37:36 +0000 UTC]

ohohoho
thank you so much

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bamfortheash [2009-02-07 12:11:53 +0000 UTC]

marvelous landscape!

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BLUEgarden In reply to bamfortheash [2009-02-13 04:36:47 +0000 UTC]

makasih

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goatheadcorp [2009-02-07 10:38:55 +0000 UTC]

wow..cool..looks mysterious..perfect for power / speed metal bands cover artworks

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BLUEgarden In reply to goatheadcorp [2009-02-13 04:36:31 +0000 UTC]

thanks dude

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