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Published: 2014-03-15 17:24:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 153; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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Description Why?
Why push me away?
You say you love me,
And our love lives today.
But why?
Why then do you ignore me,
like I'm second best..
Why do you avoid me,
until you see my bodily breast?
Is this love?
I love you,
but you need to prove
you love me too.
because I'm getting used to
always being second best.
Now my heart is bleeding..
dripping down my chest.
Yet I smile...
I smile for you....
Yet I ask myself
Am I being used???
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Comments: 15

revscrj [2014-12-13 11:15:56 +0000 UTC]

Not too be a cynical ass but chances are: yes.   

I base this on: being a male, knowing many people of various cultures, and being enough of an extrovert to get people to talk but enough of an introvert to hear what they mean.  To roughly a proportion of 9 in 10, people of all races, genders, temperments and beliefs regardless of age, suck.

Again: not trying to be a dick or anything but to reiterate: most likely yes, you are.

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NotenSMSK [2014-03-18 12:18:52 +0000 UTC]

mhmm. I fully agree. First coming to the work - it is honest and describes something that is common nowadays. It is not written in anger rather desperation to be understood. Emotionally, a strong piece.

Love is in a way being there for someone. Being present, at times it is not even that. Knowing someone cares for you and will be there to help you at times is love. Hugging someone dearly, pressing them close can be more passionate than love making - or so I think I haven't experienced love I guess. There is a difference between lust and love that you have stated above.

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C-Randomness In reply to NotenSMSK [2014-03-18 17:44:14 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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NotenSMSK In reply to C-Randomness [2014-03-19 04:47:50 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome.

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GhostOfTheEmptyGrave [2014-03-16 01:19:34 +0000 UTC]

Yep, that's love. A mix of pleasure, illusion and pain... 

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C-Randomness In reply to GhostOfTheEmptyGrave [2014-03-16 01:44:07 +0000 UTC]

but love shouldn't be like that... it should be, honest, careing, true, and excepting each other... it should be wanting ur other being happy even though ur hurting.....but both should want each other happy..

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GhostOfTheEmptyGrave In reply to C-Randomness [2014-03-16 23:11:29 +0000 UTC]

You're descibing true love, the rarest and most precious kind of love...The one we all dream about...

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C-Randomness In reply to GhostOfTheEmptyGrave [2014-03-17 00:17:35 +0000 UTC]

that's how I feel about one in particular.. I'd die if that's what he wanted........

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GhostOfTheEmptyGrave In reply to C-Randomness [2014-03-17 23:49:59 +0000 UTC]

So you're in love? Good luck with that.

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C-Randomness In reply to GhostOfTheEmptyGrave [2014-03-18 17:45:00 +0000 UTC]

I've been for awhile now.... but I'm okay... anyways bleh xp

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GhostOfTheEmptyGrave In reply to C-Randomness [2014-03-18 22:49:47 +0000 UTC]

Is it something serious or just a minor crush?

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C-Randomness In reply to GhostOfTheEmptyGrave [2014-03-19 15:43:03 +0000 UTC]

serious, has been, we've been together for awhile now.

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GhostOfTheEmptyGrave In reply to C-Randomness [2014-03-19 22:47:08 +0000 UTC]

Really. Good for you. I hope it lasts.

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C-Randomness In reply to GhostOfTheEmptyGrave [2014-03-20 00:55:19 +0000 UTC]

Me to thanks 

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GhostOfTheEmptyGrave In reply to C-Randomness [2014-03-20 22:58:09 +0000 UTC]

No problem

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