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Published: 2016-07-08 22:07:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 508; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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it turns out the thing w my hand isn't a strain-- apparently it's something to do with the miniscus in my wrist that causes the pain, and i'm maybe gonna have surgery. im scared.
i also have a lot of pain in my other wrist, and my ankles; i can't walk in the morning, and my 5-hour shifts at my part-time job worsens it. since i have excessive pain in all of my joints, the doctor referred me to a specialist: i'm gonna be checked for arthritis.

as previously mentioned - i'm not gonna lie - i really am scared. this wasn't supposed to be a sentimental, personal journal, but now it is ... i've been enduring shifting pain for over 1 and a half year now [back pain, hips, then my feet, and now my wrists], and it makes me unable to run, jump, play guitar, piano, and most importantly, it limits my ability to draw. i'm sick and tired of not being able to do what a normal 16-year-old is capable of doing, so yeah

well, um i do have a drawing of D.Va from Overwatch coming up as people voted ((there's gonna be some intense perspective w foreshortening and shit im excited)), but it's coming very slowly :v
the other thing is i'm gonna be gone for a week....... it's not like im inactive to begin w for real tho, sorry about my inactiveness, but you can maybe figure out why lmao.. but i'm gone for a week because i'm gonna go canoeing in Sweden-- well maybe not rly, i watch the others do it as i sit on my arse flaunting the splint supporting my wrist

so um... i hope people still would like to see my drawings, even though there may not be as many as i wish there could be. i love y'all.. and i'm sorry if it doesn't seem so when i don't reply back, but i'm really bad at keeping track of all the notifications D:




also on another note, it turns out i kept my navigation css box on my profile, even without premium + i have like 2 featured deviation boxes ....... i cheated the system lmao

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Comments: 18

theFabulousUnknown [2016-07-15 22:40:53 +0000 UTC]

Be brave! We send out our prayers for you! However this turns out, we'll be there to support you (well, as much as a legion of internet friends can).

By the way, I too understand of the bodies ability to self-sabotage. The feeling of not being able to do all you need and want is frustrating. But stay strong!

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chewsome In reply to theFabulousUnknown [2016-07-20 19:28:36 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much for your kind words Fab<3 even the slightest of support encourages me, really-- especially from you guys ;A;

i'm glad i'm not alone in this ha, the body is really goddamn weird. thank you ...β™₯

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ScatteredOsyx [2016-07-11 21:35:22 +0000 UTC]

Oh really hope you can come out stronger out of this one!Β 

PS. Sweden yo! You guys should've been here like 3 days ago, now it's just cloudy .

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chewsome In reply to ScatteredOsyx [2016-07-20 19:26:58 +0000 UTC]

i hope so too :v
thank youβ™₯

yeah it was raining all the time we were there, my fellow scandinavian ;w;

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ScatteredOsyx In reply to chewsome [2016-07-21 13:18:22 +0000 UTC]

No problem

That sucks :c And nowadays it's 25< degrees and sunny all the time

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chewsome In reply to ScatteredOsyx [2016-07-24 19:30:10 +0000 UTC]

aw we have the same weather here in Denmark now too, it's so hot outsideΒ 

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ScatteredOsyx In reply to chewsome [2016-07-25 17:22:32 +0000 UTC]

Yeah too hot even... 30 degree's, I'm like meltingΒ  Β 

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chewsome In reply to ScatteredOsyx [2016-07-28 11:54:19 +0000 UTC]

lmao i also prefer something like in between-- not too hot, not too cold; i just wanna be comfortable pls god

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ScatteredOsyx In reply to chewsome [2016-07-31 18:50:04 +0000 UTC]

Haha lawl yeah exactly, it almost never happens though -.-;

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Hoshi-Pan [2016-07-09 20:12:35 +0000 UTC]

OOH GOD ;;A;; I hope it goes okay!!! ////cheers you up AA stay strong! You can do it >o< (even though I don't understand...miniscus?? what's that-- gomen I don't take sciences in English orz|||)

Btw the drawing is AMAZING \(*o*)/ I bet it's gonna turn out great!!

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chewsome In reply to Hoshi-Pan [2016-07-20 19:26:03 +0000 UTC]

ah thank you boo<3 :**
haha don't worry, i had no idea what it was before either-- it's some kind or cartilage, that somehow has gotten tattered inside my wrist, when it's supposed to be smooth idk how to explain it orz

thank you dear ;w;

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Hoshi-Pan In reply to chewsome [2016-08-07 11:11:58 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

Oh I see,I get it.Hope it gets better in the future! <3Β 

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KitnSpit [2016-07-09 00:56:01 +0000 UTC]

Oh bby ;A;
I have fibromyalgia and chronic pain in my back, so I understand where you're coming from. If you ever want anyone to vent to, please please feel free to! Love you chew!!

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chewsome In reply to KitnSpit [2016-07-09 08:47:38 +0000 UTC]

aw kit..<3
wow... i'm really sorry to hear that-- actually i've never heard of fibromyalgia before, so i Googled it; many of the symptoms sound like mine, so i'll forward it to my parents (the thing is, countless doctors and physiotherapists have no clue of what's wrong w me.)
sorry i didnt mean to make this comment all about me, but i'm sorry to hear you're going through this too πŸ˜” thank you for all your kind words, i really appreciate it-- i'll make sure to take you up on that offer~<3 love ya too :**

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rikise [2016-07-09 00:06:06 +0000 UTC]

I wish you the best. I also struggle with chronic and joint pain. Good luck, and I love your work.

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chewsome In reply to rikise [2016-07-09 08:42:45 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much for this comment.. really, the amount of support in your sentences really makes me happy, and less alone in this. thank you so much. ❀️

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hellocuteness [2016-07-08 23:01:12 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry chew! ): I hope everything will work out!! don't strain yourself too much!! I really admire you for still having a good attitude about this stuff. you're a trooper!! :')

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chewsome In reply to hellocuteness [2016-07-09 08:41:12 +0000 UTC]

aw cutie, thank you so much for the kind words <3 i love u
comments like this makes my day, thank you -- even though it sucks, i have to keep up the positive attitude :'D

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