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ChibiSo β€” The shadow within me

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Steven universe (c) Rebecca Sugar
Art (c) me
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zezzie-bub [2016-07-06 00:24:42 +0000 UTC]

"the loneliest people are the kindest.
the saddest people smile the brightest.
the most damaged people are the wisest.
all because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do."
-anonymous

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ChibiSo In reply to zezzie-bub [2016-07-06 00:34:11 +0000 UTC]

i love this quote so much

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zezzie-bub In reply to ChibiSo [2016-07-06 00:39:39 +0000 UTC]

same ikr

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GummyBearGirl1313 [2016-07-04 23:27:16 +0000 UTC]

I relate to Amethyst so much. She hides her pain and problems with a smile, she thinks ignoring them will make them go away. But instead they just... Pile up. And they only get worse. I used to do this a lot before I met my best friend. I never had a real friend before, so that was a big change for me. She helped me open up so much and I'm so much stronger because of that now. I love this picture because it captures not only Amethyst for who she is, but also the people who relate to her and who connect to her in ways words can't.

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ChibiSo In reply to GummyBearGirl1313 [2016-07-06 00:44:30 +0000 UTC]

I thought for a very long time how to answer this message and the only thing I can say is thank you for putting to words how I see amethyst. I, like you, also relate a lot to her. I relate more to her than any other character because I bottle my feelings a lot, like they don’t exist, and when amethyst grows as a character I feel myself grow as well. I’m really glad that you found someone that helps you opening up, because, honestly, bottling up feelings is nothing but bad for oneself.Β 

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GummyBearGirl1313 In reply to ChibiSo [2016-07-06 00:52:35 +0000 UTC]

Oh don't I know it. Thank you so much for replying though. It really means a lot to me that you would actually read that whole rambling shpeel I wrote. X-P
I also believe that the episode On The Road really showed that Amethyst can be just a complex a character as anyone else in the show, like Pearl. (and that's really saying something cause Pearl goes through a lot of shit X-D) Β She grow so much in that episode and it hit me like a train to see how much I really saw myself in her; her insecurity, her pain, her dialogue, everything in that episode, I saw myself. And I know many people saw themselves in her as well. Β Amethyst represents the people who don't believe they can be helped or deserve it because they've never had it before and believe that no one would be willing to give it to them. (Which, again, I see in myself all the time)

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ChibiSo In reply to GummyBearGirl1313 [2016-07-06 01:05:17 +0000 UTC]

I agree so much with you, that episode was really something. Specially because it started with such a simple premise, but they running away actually got us to understand so much of Amethyst (Also, being on the road with no place to return, no rules, no attachments its actually a dream long running dream of mine). I really love that episode. I hope there are more episodes like that for Amethyst.

I’m not very gifted with words so I can’t really express my feeling most of the times, that’s mostly why I don’t express them. So I keep to myself, I hope someday I’ll be like Amethyst a talk about my problems J

Also that episode where Peridot called Amethyst defective (I forgot the episode name). I think Amethyst still has a lot of troubles talking about her feelings, because she decided to bottle up and not tell Peridot that she hurt her. It was more of a growth episode for peridot, but I think it give a little insight on how Amethyst thinks and feels. I really love this show.

I’m sorry if all of this sounds confusing

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GummyBearGirl1313 In reply to ChibiSo [2016-07-06 01:26:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh no worried, friend. I completely agree with you. The entire show is just a piece of art in and of itself. Not just the art, but also the story; each individual episode tells one whole story of love, accepting oneself, and accepting others for who they are. Β And I admire Rebecca Sugar for putting so much thought into this amazing show.
(Also it's the episode Too Far)

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ChibiSo In reply to GummyBearGirl1313 [2016-07-06 01:39:48 +0000 UTC]

(ah thank you, i had completely forgotten the name //shame)Β 
I agree so much with you, this show was such a breath of fresh air. I love the whole concept. I'm so glad Rebecca Sugar made this show.

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GummyBearGirl1313 In reply to ChibiSo [2016-07-06 03:10:11 +0000 UTC]

(No problem friend ^_^)
Yea. It's so different from the other shows you see nowadays.

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Can-You-Say-Kezi [2016-05-10 23:29:47 +0000 UTC]

Unngh this hurts my heart...

Ame deserves all the love

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Moonwolf81 [2016-05-07 02:45:15 +0000 UTC]

Same Β  Β  Β 

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Galaxysprite [2015-12-08 20:38:32 +0000 UTC]

It's sad that I can relate to Amethyst so much.

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7643524234235 [2015-08-19 08:25:11 +0000 UTC]

saddest people smile the brightest

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silverpanda70 In reply to 7643524234235 [2015-09-15 01:18:47 +0000 UTC]

that's very true

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nightecho-girl [2015-08-19 03:59:33 +0000 UTC]

RIGHT IN DA FEELS
* stumbles*
*falls*
*dies*
Β 

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NPC-ARTS In reply to nightecho-girl [2015-11-17 23:51:20 +0000 UTC]

Β 

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arnethyst [2015-08-19 03:10:04 +0000 UTC]

several months later i find this drawing again being submitted to my SU groups & it is still one of my favorite drawings of all time

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ChibiSo In reply to arnethyst [2015-08-19 14:10:38 +0000 UTC]

:')Β 

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Pun-Master2 [2015-08-19 01:32:13 +0000 UTC]

Fight them feels.... Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β 

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MarliKiiro [2015-07-24 21:05:43 +0000 UTC]

call an ambulance

Γ­ was hit right in the heart

by a picture

halp

i'm dying

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ChibiSo In reply to MarliKiiro [2015-07-24 23:29:14 +0000 UTC]

ambulance is on the way

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MarliKiiro In reply to ChibiSo [2015-07-25 06:59:49 +0000 UTC]

thanks

aGHH THIS PIC IS KILLING ME

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vocaloidrinkagamine0 [2015-07-20 00:54:02 +0000 UTC]

THERE GOES MY HEART.




Y u do dis.

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ChibiSo In reply to vocaloidrinkagamine0 [2015-07-20 01:23:26 +0000 UTC]

because i can >:]

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vocaloidrinkagamine0 In reply to ChibiSo [2015-07-28 20:40:59 +0000 UTC]

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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Whitelili123 [2015-06-24 21:26:27 +0000 UTC]

sad yet a beautiful picture.^^

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ChibiSo In reply to Whitelili123 [2015-06-25 13:18:56 +0000 UTC]

thank you!

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Whitelili123 In reply to ChibiSo [2015-06-25 18:30:31 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome Chibi-san.^^~Β Β 

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LemonGummy [2015-05-27 23:18:45 +0000 UTC]

The shadow kind of looks like Lion.
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ShadowGuardOfValor [2015-05-15 16:09:25 +0000 UTC]

True she does cry on the inside

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LucidRanga [2015-05-03 00:53:30 +0000 UTC]

this concept is so cool, its like 2 sides to one person love it

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ChibiSo In reply to LucidRanga [2015-05-03 03:40:47 +0000 UTC]

thank you!

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Nefepants [2015-04-21 23:09:36 +0000 UTC]

Why must you hurt me in this way

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arnethyst [2015-04-21 21:19:46 +0000 UTC]

O W

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Fairy-Slayer [2015-04-21 18:49:08 +0000 UTC]

You captured Amethyst's two sides beautifully. Great job first on the cheerful, playful woman herself, especially with such a beautiful beach and sun background to frame the beautiful Crystal Gem so nicely. Then to see her shadow, crying so hard inside, is heartbreaking. The contrasts are so very poignant and I feel bad for her misery, yet I can still feel happy for the cheerful part of her here because she's not alone. Excellent job.

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ChibiSo In reply to Fairy-Slayer [2015-04-22 02:05:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank you :')

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DragonitaVioleta [2015-04-21 14:24:41 +0000 UTC]

Such... Feels. From afar, I thought it was a bad shadow, and when I looked at it thoroughly, I saw tears. It made my heart throb. Awesome concept and emotion portrayed on the drawing.

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ChibiSo In reply to DragonitaVioleta [2015-04-22 02:11:43 +0000 UTC]

thank you :')
(plus, thanks to your comment, i noticed i left one layer turned off)

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Austadophilus [2015-04-21 13:34:11 +0000 UTC]

Oh lordy, this is crushing me.Β 

Well done!

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ChibiSo In reply to Austadophilus [2015-04-22 02:06:54 +0000 UTC]

thank you :'D

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Ms3MagicArtz [2015-04-21 13:31:52 +0000 UTC]

the drawing is so cool!! ...and kinda sad :/ but still awesome!

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ChibiSo In reply to Ms3MagicArtz [2015-04-22 02:06:47 +0000 UTC]

thank you :'3

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Ms3MagicArtz In reply to ChibiSo [2015-04-22 05:16:46 +0000 UTC]

no prob!

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LilyDragon14 [2015-04-21 13:28:52 +0000 UTC]

aaawwww amethisyΒ 

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