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CLassicNightmare — If Only.
Published: 2011-09-16 19:36:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 902; Favourites: 42; Downloads: 19
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If only I put up my courage to talk to you on that last day...If only I was brave enough to give you that valentine chocolate, and that forgotten Christmas card...
If only I didn't give up with ease...
If only you love me too...
If only...
Inspired by those high-school-falling-in-love days i had
idk why but today i randomly dreamed of my ex-crush. i loved him for 4 years, yet i made no effort at all \: (well, i tried, kinda, but i know he kinda hates me, so i gave up trying n decided only to watch him from afar.)SO, ANYWAY~~! kinda had some experiments in this drawing owo;; hope u guys like it!
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OUR HIGH SCHOOL DAYS ! TTATT;;
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TT.TT
let's work harder
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Oh WOW !! This is just so ... BEAUTIFUL.
The warm colours remind us of those carefree days long gone ... and unrequited loves for many. xD
But reading about your own experience -- I've had them too. Ironically I STILL like him. I met him in grade seven but I really didn't know him until he was in the same class as me in grade eight. I thought we had sparks and a connection between us but kept denying it to myself. Poor guy, he was awfully shy too despite being really out-going and one of the popular guys at school. But looking back on it now I kind of wish I said something to him before summer vacation because in grade nine he acted as if I was invisible ... and this was coming from the guy that often asked to pair up or be on the same team with me in gym (co-ed), encouraged me to get out there more often, sign his yearbook and took a picture of me on the last day of school -- no one else had ever did what he did. Even now I still think about him and the 'What if ..." question that still haunts me.
It's been nearly seven years now.
I still want to really thank him for all the kindness he showed me. He really made that year enjoyable for me until I transfered schools for grades 10-12. I just hope that wherever he is ... he is still smiling.
Last time I remember he was somewhere in Ireland. @____@"
.... GAH I think I went overboard AGAIN !! DDD8
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Thank you! ^^
whoaa that was kind of similar to me *A* but then i'm glad to hear that u can still get quite close to him. i can never talk to him properly \:
and sometimes i still remember him, and i do still kinda love him. but we're out of reach soo.. i'm trying to find a new love LOL! XD
'what if' is really a killing question *____*;;
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It really plagues both the heart and mind doesn't it?
Sometimes he still appears in my dreams but lately parts of him appear in my characters and I just step back and think: WHOA I need a NEW love soon ... unfortunately I'm too much of a bookworm and rarely go out since I'm always busy with studies. [sighs] Some of my frends try to drag me off to meet guys but I'm WAY too busy to bother. LOL
One day though, I'm sure I'll meet someone and when I do I'll be sure to let him know how much he means to me.
I think there's another guy that I've known for five yrs now likes me (and I sort of like him ... actually I do just not as much as the other guy I've loved though) -- I've got his email and never emailed him ... PFFFT. I talk all high and mighty but really a coward when it comes to love. How lame! xDD
But love really makes you act strangely doesn't it?
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Lol~! appearing randomly inside the dream is such an indirect way to tell us not to forget abt him xDD which is... i consider it as... something... good enough xD LOL!
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thank you~! ^^
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OMGEEE. I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS! ALKDJLAKJD;KD ah, it really brought back all those memories in high school (especially my boy/crush problems LMAO). the colors and the mood, they are so perfect it makes me wanna cry. omg. /favefavefaveee
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huwaaaa! thanks!!! XD i piled up my memories and pour it here as i drew it! >wi believe lots of girls experienced the same problem :9 tehee~!
it was bittersweet tho ;w;~!
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wow this looks so pretty yet sad at the same time
love the colors (i really do)
they make me feel calm and also sad (inside) at the same time
it reminds me of my ex-boyfriend too that i had in high school haha...
;]
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Thank you! ^^
ah i still can't forget my crush ;w; ~~ sobs!
bittersweet memories, eh? XD
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you're welcome and aww...*hugs*
haha yeah
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; v; this is so sad and so cuteee<333
lolol I can so relate
highschool...check
crush...check
no courage...check
/sob
lol you captured the emotion perfectly!!<3
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thank u! ^^
awww )': 
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goodness.... im cryin... its beautiful...!! the girl the colors D: the background.... (and those hands *___*) !!!
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THANK U!! ;w; //esp w those hands compliment xD//
this pic represents my feeling so much ;w;
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of cos,ur welcome 
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yea, if u read the artist comment then u'll definitely understand what i meant ;w; ~~ 4 years sobs >A👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ohh >< i only read the poem ... now i get it
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true ;A; that poem is somehow me-related as well *w*
i was trying to give him the xmas card n u know i was like, stood up, sat down, stood up, sat down until he walked passed me ;____;
then he graduated. AND WHAT I REGRET THE MOST...! he came during lunch time though he's graduated alr!! he sat across my table when i ate n i was in quite a shock!! but in the end i didn't say anything to him ):
now he's gone alr \: ...
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D: ..... that's really depressing ><
you were too shy , i guess ,huh? <
IF there will be another chance... Go for it ^^
or are u already over him?
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true ): well, actually i'm kinda straightforward. this was the first time i act this way *A* i tried to talk to him but he snapped at me ==;; then i got quite scared but still love him //facepalm//
if there'll be another chance for me to see him again, i'd like to confess (: just to reveal the past feeling, but yea, it's over alr >w<~! now i dun hv anyone to love ;w;
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haha what do you mean he snapped xD
awww yeah u definitely should C:
...dun hv anyone to love.... wat abt jonghyun ... n me ???//lmao.
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he was like, angry \: i think he's annoyed w me >___<;;
YES YES!! i shall just love youuuu >w
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ohhhh .... how dare he O___O ... //ffff xP
I'll tell you... this is the best decision you have eva made
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he rlly is so mean )': but LOL! he turns down every girl who confessed to him xDD n he doesn't love anyone atm so i was like, okay, fair enough xDD
IKR?? 8D LEMME HUG U <33
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oh oh... I get it naw . haha.
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GOSHHH <3 I LOVE YOU TOO 
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SO CUTEEEE
i like the atmosphere you made here its so HNGGGGGGGGHHHH /crieswiththatgirl
aahh cerita kayak gitu 8'Db , we're the same i think ;v; /hugsss
aku juga tipe yg watch from far away aja and make no movements;;
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awww!! thanks!! >w<
awawaaw ;A; 
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