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The white flakes fell from the sky in small flurries, dancing, jigging, and twisting before settling onto her shoulders. A white blanket that shifted with her as she slumped forwards, the crust of snow cracking as she moved, revealing the damp fabric underneath.
Ignoring the wet cold seeping into her back Scar focused her eyes ahead on the nothingness. A blank horizon devoid of any life, here not even the sun graced the worlds presence. Instead the gray haze of shifting white swirled around where clouds should have been before they too made their way to the earth. Blanketed in white, only the sharp juts of black rock provided any perception of depth in the world she occupied.
On a whim she felt a need to fill the swirling void with something, anything, if for no other reason than to reassure herself that she too was not a part of the empty expanse.
‘This world is dead.’
The words moved from her cracked lips drawing forth a fresh bubble of blood, red, and bright it welled, pooled and fell to the white blanket at her feet.
‘And yet you still come here.’ A voice, cold and stern as the wasteland around her spoke. ‘Here of all places.’
She knew that voice, she had been expecting him. Carefully measuring her expression, she forced her mutilated face to relax as she wiped the blood from her lip.
Behind her the snow crunched as he approached, she did not turn but instead kept her gaze fixed on the gray down of the horizon. For a moment he stood beside her, always on her right, the side with her good eye. He was courteous like that when others might not be so aware.
Unbidden, he sat, his form towering over her by a good head and shoulders still, but the motion did bring his features closer to her own meager height.
‘You must be cold.’ He spoke again, softer this time.
For a second she chanced a look up at his face, careful to keep her head forwards.
‘I like the cold.’ She replied, returning her gaze forwards. ‘As do you. But we both know that, Creator.’
The figure beside her let out a deep sigh, his figure slumping inwards into an awkward hunch.
‘I’ve never liked that title. As you are well aware.’
‘Perhaps you would prefer something more fitting?’ A mocking smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, the right side responding far better than its other half.
Across from her she could feel the man shift uneasily, he had always hated titles, and she knew it well. Weight shifted, snow crunched, he was preparing to leave – and with that sudden realization a sudden welling of guild fueled anxiety crept over her mind.
‘Maybe I should go.’
‘No!’ The word exploded out of her mouth before she could even register it. Reigning in the sudden impulsive outburst she cleared her throat. ‘No. Please, stay.’
‘An-‘ He began, but she cut him off.
‘Scar.’ The muscled around her eyes pulled tight, flexing the knot of scar tissue where her left eye once was. ‘It’s Scar now.’
‘Scar.’ The man rolled the word around, as though examining it like a jeweler attempting to appraise a stone. ‘You had such a pretty name before.’
‘And I lost that part of me, along with my arm.’ To dive home the point, she raised the stump of her right arm, swinging it out to nearly brush against his chest, a cold bitterness creeping into her voice. ‘And a lot more of me too.’
‘Yes.’ Was all he could muster, in a small quiet voice.
For a long time silence reigned. The snow fell around them, Scar, unwilling to talk to the being beside her, and the figure, seemingly content to wait in silence for her to speak. Only when the cold was beginning to overwhelm her, did Scar force herself to swallow her pride.
‘You’ve been negligent in your duties.’
‘I know.’
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tachi-nii [2020-08-21 01:59:49 +0000 UTC]
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Code-Shark In reply to tachi-nii [2020-08-24 12:48:01 +0000 UTC]
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tachi-nii In reply to Code-Shark [2020-08-24 15:04:14 +0000 UTC]
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Goldham92 [2019-06-27 13:16:17 +0000 UTC]
Wow, this is really emotional. Is the Creator God?
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Code-Shark In reply to Goldham92 [2019-06-27 21:28:47 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, I think... That us one if those really hairy questions that is hard to answer. I guess the short answer is no, the longer answer is, it's a matter of perspective.
Creator, as his name sake suggests, created her. Shaped her, and bestowed upon her the Fatal Flaw, a trademark of all his creations.
The oddity with her is that she shares almost all of her creator's memories. As she was created as a mirror of him. Imagine how hard it is to try and explain that one is not a deity even when from her perspective he has demonstrated divine powers.
So, having a conversation is a little nightmarish and difficult.
Right now she is just pissed as her Creator has been neglecting her in favor of 'Thr Other World'.
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Goldham92 In reply to Code-Shark [2019-06-28 03:58:00 +0000 UTC]
Well explained. I feel bad for her
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Code-Shark In reply to Goldham92 [2019-06-28 20:10:56 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, it is a bad situation to be in.
Gods, one day I will find balance. One day.
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neorenamon [2019-06-27 03:49:39 +0000 UTC]
Well I hope your night is better than your day. Mine wasn't.
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Code-Shark In reply to neorenamon [2019-06-27 04:21:27 +0000 UTC]
Ah, sorry to hear that. Truth be told, day, night,due to my hours worked it is a little hard to tell one apart from the other. T.T
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neorenamon In reply to Code-Shark [2019-06-27 17:14:14 +0000 UTC]
Well, I sleep so randomly now, I don't know what it's like outside (day, night, cloudy, hot, cold) if I don't leave the house. I understand.
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Veteran1972 [2019-06-26 20:33:13 +0000 UTC]
Can the creator fix what is broken?
Will the creator fix what is broken?
Questions unasked.......so unanswered.
Scar is a sad bunny but she still has her pride.
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Guest0000000001 In reply to Veteran1972 [2019-06-27 06:41:16 +0000 UTC]
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Veteran1972 In reply to Guest0000000001 [2019-06-27 11:36:11 +0000 UTC]
Nothing wrong with pride.
Seems some biblical stories they brag about their accomplishments.
Just don’t go overboard with it.
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Code-Shark In reply to Veteran1972 [2019-06-27 04:28:35 +0000 UTC]
Possibly, but like all problems, this one is more complicated than it looks.
Damn, no easy way to answer that one either. It's a lot like fighting cancer with radiation, one will kill you faster than the other, but in the end it is a loose loose situation.
Right now I am fighting, and slowly winning a financial battle. Five weeks, that's all I really need to hold on to make it.
But, at the cost of sanity, creativity, and anything that does not involve work, eating, or sleep.
So many questions.
Is it worth it?
How long?
Choose a different path?
Life vs. Living?
And of course that stubborn pride, the unwillingness to give even when one should.
Gads, sleep deprivation beings out the philosopher in me. >.<
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Veteran1972 In reply to Code-Shark [2019-06-27 11:53:52 +0000 UTC]
Choices.
It always comes down to choices.
All one can do is chose.......then live with it.
In three more years a choice is coming.
I can’t do this job forever.
I’ve made it this far and bear the wounds like Scar.
The aches and pain of training to meet ever changing standards and when that new standard is reached......they put it higher.
My inner self pushes me onwards.
Every standard I will make.......and I will be standing over them.
I will not be forced out and they know that.
Can the creator fix what is broken?
No. You have to fix yourself.
“You better take care of your life.....cause nobody else will.”
Hang in there CS.
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Code-Shark In reply to amisKaigle-et-Norman [2019-06-27 04:29:02 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, I was struck by the urge to flex those creative muscles again.
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amisKaigle-et-Norman In reply to Code-Shark [2019-06-27 05:14:53 +0000 UTC]
Feels good to flex on em.
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Code-Shark In reply to crossfire775 [2019-06-27 04:29:41 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, I needed d a vent and they do tend to come out with a little more personal passion.
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bluewingfairy [2019-06-26 15:37:40 +0000 UTC]
Good morning James, good story good story, nice pose.
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Code-Shark In reply to bluewingfairy [2019-06-27 04:30:33 +0000 UTC]
Good morning, and thank you this one also doubles as a personal vent of sorts.
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