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My heart is hurting...My soul aches from this gnawing pain, from the final truth you will never truly gain. From long ago, my pain does seep; to tell the truth, my heart would weep. The man you know is not my true form; for deep inside, my scars are worn. To show you my madness is so hard to do, for you know not what I've been though. The laughter of friends of Red Coats they did seem, to cut thick wounds their intentions did mean. What I thought was friendship, was a lie; To bath in my own sorrow they seek for I. I thought to myself: 'Maybe it was just a bad day...' The thoughts innocents, I dare say. To live a life full of dread, for those who's ones pure heart the wicked would sherd. To live a life not truly knowing love, to learn the lies, being fulled with nothing but... To have the pain for anger and vengeance inside, to have one enraged by his own pride. Hides deep the true things he feels and fears, to hide to be strong for those who are near. To learn humility from the past he never shares, to strengthen those coming to coming to him, whose burdens he bears. I take the things that hurt people deep, to turn them around to laugh and talk about food to eat.
I roam this world trying to find those who are true, a strenuous journey and search for those jems; so little... so few.. I wonder towards the nearest warm, only to be cast aside, feeling frail and alone. I work very hard at what I do, never being thanks for a good day, unless they happen to. Moving from person to person to seek out the lairs, to avoid those claim 'I'm good', but have wicked desires...
You see, what I hold deep inside, I can never truly reveal. For those even in my closes circle, know only a little of this spiel. So as I shun away from this world, going back to share.. When my heart was hurting, though, you weren't there...
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Comments: 86
cyimang In reply to ??? [2013-01-28 11:14:26 +0000 UTC]
Thank you
More to it.. How so?
Aww... Well, I have more in the "Scribbles" folder, if you want
to see them.
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ladyjudina In reply to cyimang [2012-11-13 11:41:35 +0000 UTC]
I am pleased my dear friend!
I love the beautiful poems and prose!
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cyimang In reply to ladyjudina [2012-11-13 11:42:48 +0000 UTC]
Awww.. Thank you again They are ok
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kreedantillesordo [2012-11-08 15:24:58 +0000 UTC]
Dude, I'm so sorry...I just wish that I could do more for you...But I'm still here for you..whenever and forever...
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cyimang In reply to kreedantillesordo [2012-11-08 15:30:17 +0000 UTC]
Thank you Brother.. Live free
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kreedantillesordo In reply to cyimang [2012-11-08 17:22:24 +0000 UTC]
You're welcome Brother...Fly high
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clia27 [2012-09-12 01:39:53 +0000 UTC]
I know that feel u_u sometimes everything's wrong, and you notice that you have tasted so many horrible things, and about friendship, there will be always people so fake ¬¬! that makes so diffucult to trust in anybody, but I'm sure there's someone overthere who loves you and cares about you :3 theres always a little shine deep deep inside :3 Always with you! although I disappear sometimes, but here always for you! lots of love!
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Phantasmplz [2012-08-01 01:37:00 +0000 UTC]
“The tragedy of this world is that no one is happy, whether stuck in a time of pain or joy.”
― Alan Lightman, Einstein's Dreams
I loved your poem. Thank you for sharing it.
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MyPhotoParadise [2012-07-21 22:29:04 +0000 UTC]
This is so pain filled, and hard to read. It sounds like a big, confusing dark hole. I hope that soon you may be able to find your way out of that hole and into a world where you can trust yourself and others around you. God Bless. I hope you have an easier path in the future. It looks like you do have lots of friends here who are willing to help. Give them the chance to try.
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cyimang In reply to MyPhotoParadise [2012-07-21 22:36:35 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much.. And I will try
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NightBlueSky [2012-07-15 23:34:10 +0000 UTC]
I'm terribly sorry to hear all those pain and sorrow. It feels kind of same thing when my other old friends talk less and less until they stop.
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cyimang In reply to NightBlueSky [2012-07-15 23:39:50 +0000 UTC]
Yeah.. I know the feeling. But thank you nonetheless
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NightBlueSky In reply to cyimang [2012-07-16 00:14:24 +0000 UTC]
That's okay. You're not upset are you?
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Firestarter123 [2012-07-15 18:54:20 +0000 UTC]
James... I'm so sorry I wasn't here...
You can always talk to me...
And I will wait as long as it takes for you to open up, for I am a faithfull friend
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IsaiahBelmont In reply to cyimang [2012-07-15 16:18:15 +0000 UTC]
Brothers always look out for each other.
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