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Everyone is sad today, and it makes me depressed. I look at the thing they posted to confess they had problems, and I'll say something if I can come up with something, but guys, I'm only 11. I don't know what to say that would help. I've never gone through this phase, and to me, around my friends, it feels like they're the cool kids and I'm the dork who still collects pokemon cards who wants to be cool,but i know it's a horrible thing and deep down I know I do not want to go through this phase ever, but I'd like to feel sympathy, but all I can do is act like nothing is wrong and that they're my friends. I've helped a couple people, though one that is ESPECIALLY a close internet friend almost killed herself. I thanked god when she came back online and announced the pills didn't work and I still worry about her when she's offline for so long. But at least she cared enough to tell me she was going to try to do it. So thank you, friend-that-i-will-leave-as-anonymous-just-for-your-sake, for telling me what you were going to do that you knew I had a say in. Love ya. even though you made me panic and say no to cheesecake because I thought you were dead and I was crying.
But I just wish that there were no problems anymore. Sometimes your depression can spread, and it can get bad. Honestly, when I thought my friend was dead, I considered joining her. I'm not sure if I told her this, though.
I want to help everybody. To me, anyone who is depressed is like my pet dog nipping at my heals during a fancy dinner for our i'm-not-supposed-to-feed-you-the-food-i-don't-want-but-here-ya-go-anyway ritual and I'm trying to behave and tell the dog not now. It's going to bother me all day until I forget about it or if I say something. So If you're depressed, and you're reading this, I want to say that if someone is bothering you, keep in mind that they might have been born with a stick up their ass and a mirror in their hand made with stained glass and gold and didn't give a single shit.
If the fact that someone else is depressed and you're depressed, try making a funny joke. or just tell them that no matter what they chose, they won't be forgotten. you will remember them everyday, every second. And that you love them, no matter how gay or straight that sounds. You tell them that you love them no matter what. If they fight against this choice, I don't know what you do, but pour out your heart to them. You might not realize what you say, but it's worth crying your eyes out for someone you love and finish the fight with them alive.
If you know someone who is depressed, you can show them this.
I'm considering this also a gift for my friend.

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Everyone is sad today, and it makes me depressed. I look at the thing they posted to confess they had problems, and I'll say something if I can come up with something, but guys, I'm only 11. I don't know what to say that would help. I've never gone through this phase, and to me, around my friends, it feels like they're the cool kids and I'm the dork who still collects pokemon cards who wants to be cool,but i know it's a horrible thing and deep down I know I do not want to go through this phase ever, but I'd like to feel sympathy, but all I can do is act like nothing is wrong and that they're my friends. I've helped a couple people, though one that is ESPECIALLY a close internet friend almost killed herself. I thanked god when she came back online and announced the pills didn't work and I still worry about her when she's offline for so long. But at least she cared enough to tell me she was going to try to do it. So thank you, friend-that-i-will-leave-as-anonymous-just-for-your-sake, for telling me what you were going to do that you knew I had a say in. Love ya. even though you made me panic and say no to cheesecake because I thought you were dead and I was crying.
But I just wish that there were no problems anymore. Sometimes your depression can spread, and it can get bad. Honestly, when I thought my friend was dead, I considered joining her. I'm not sure if I told her this, though.
I want to help everybody. To me, anyone who is depressed is like my pet dog nipping at my heals during a fancy dinner for our i'm-not-supposed-to-feed-you-the-food-i-don't-want-but-here-ya-go-anyway ritual and I'm trying to behave and tell the dog not now. It's going to bother me all day until I forget about it or if I say something. So If you're depressed, and you're reading this, I want to say that if someone is bothering you, keep in mind that they might have been born with a stick up their ass and a mirror in their hand made with stained glass and gold and didn't give a single shit.
If the fact that someone else is depressed and you're depressed, try making a funny joke. or just tell them that no matter what they chose, they won't be forgotten. you will remember them everyday, every second. And that you love them, no matter how gay or straight that sounds. You tell them that you love them no matter what. If they fight against this choice, I don't know what you do, but pour out your heart to them. You might not realize what you say, but it's worth crying your eyes out for someone you love and finish the fight with them alive.
If you know someone who is depressed, you can show them this.
I'm considering this also a gift for my friend.